Intensity
I would like to welcome princejeremy and timmay_wolf to the pack. I would like to blame my computer issues for my late acknowledgment of their interest in my journal but the fact, I must admit, is that I forget to check if I have new people friending me. I think that my LJ would seem so boring since I keep it as a real journal and my thoughts are so repetitive. In any case, a very warm welcomes to you two and thank you.
The last days had been pretty intense.
On the bright side, I had a very intense experience Friday night. I also had a very intimate show on Saturday night. I have received very nice compliments from many of my friends. I took awesome picture of old Montreal at night. And I finalize the scheduling of many important events to come in the next few months (FF, two other conventions, a gay parade, etc…). I even started to jog again (I hope I’ll have enough determination to persevere until it becomes pleasant again).
On the other hand, I read a story on Yiffstar that was OK but a passage in it disturbed me a lot. It was written as a small part but it left me pondering if it was the person writing it or if it was someone he knows that went through that… One thing is sure, what seemed like trivial is described in such simplicity and yet is so real. What is described is so insidious and based on our flaws.
That, mixed with the kind of music I was listening to brought me to a path of thoughts that were painful. I hope that it will eventually bring me to a better comprehension of the problem and that I will also find the words to better express myself about it.
And last but certainly not the least, my heart and my body craves the presence of my mate. Lately, I actually even felt physical pain from his absence...
Let see what this week will bring…
The last days had been pretty intense.
On the bright side, I had a very intense experience Friday night. I also had a very intimate show on Saturday night. I have received very nice compliments from many of my friends. I took awesome picture of old Montreal at night. And I finalize the scheduling of many important events to come in the next few months (FF, two other conventions, a gay parade, etc…). I even started to jog again (I hope I’ll have enough determination to persevere until it becomes pleasant again).
On the other hand, I read a story on Yiffstar that was OK but a passage in it disturbed me a lot. It was written as a small part but it left me pondering if it was the person writing it or if it was someone he knows that went through that… One thing is sure, what seemed like trivial is described in such simplicity and yet is so real. What is described is so insidious and based on our flaws.
That, mixed with the kind of music I was listening to brought me to a path of thoughts that were painful. I hope that it will eventually bring me to a better comprehension of the problem and that I will also find the words to better express myself about it.
And last but certainly not the least, my heart and my body craves the presence of my mate. Lately, I actually even felt physical pain from his absence...
Let see what this week will bring…