THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
I HAVE TO WRITE THIS DOWN BECAUSE ITS SOMETHING THAT HAS DISTERBED ME AND MADE ME LOOK AT LIFE THREW A NEW SET OF EYES..THIS MORNING AT ABOUT 8:30 MY GRANDPA ASKED ME TO GO WITH HIM TO HIS COMPANIONS HOUSE TO SEE WHY SHE WASNT ANSWERING HER PHONE I DIDNT HESITATE TO GO I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HELP HIM OR HER...I FIGURED THAT MAYBE SHE WAS STILL ASLEEP OR IN THE BATHROOM LIKE USSUAL I ASKED MY GRANDPA FOR THE KEY TO HER HOUSE SINCE I COULD MOVE FASTER THAN HIM AND I COULD GET TO HER AND CHECK ON HER..WHEN I OPENED HER DOOR AND PEEKED IN TO SEE IF THE LIGHTS WERE ON I SAW HER SITTING IN THE WHEELCHAIR WITH HER HEAD BACK..I RUSHED IN TO HER SIDE TO FIND HER WITH HER EYES AND MOUTH OPEN..STILL IN SHOCK I CHECKED FOR A PULSE AND TO SEE IF SHE WAS BREATHING AND FOUND NOTHING..I CALLED 911 AND YELLED TO MY GRANDPA NOT TO COME IN. I REACHED FOR HER HAND TO CHECK HER FINGERS AND THEY WERE BLACK AND BLUE I KNEW THAT SHE WAS GONE BUT I WANTED TO DO CPR.. FOR A SECOND I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE JUST MAYBE WE WERENT TO LATE...BUT IT WAS TO LATE AND FOR A MOMENT I DIDNT THINK I WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH MY EMT CLASS...BUT I REALIZE THAT SOMEDAY I WILL BE ABLE TO SAVE A LIFE ALOT LIVES AND I SONT WANT GO THROUGH THIS LIFE TELLING MYSELF WHAT IF.. THE HARD PART WAS FINDING HER THAT WAY I HAVE NEVER HAD TO EXPERIENCE THAT BEFORE I MEAN I SAW MY FATHERS BODY AFTER HE PASSED AWAY BUT I DIDNT WALK IN ON IT YA KNOW..NOW THE HARDEST PART IS HELPING MY GRANDPA PICK UP THE PIECES AND KEEP GOING..I THINK WERE GOING TO BE OK ITS JUST GOIING TO TAKE A WHILE...