To clear things up...
For you...
Ever since our big fight last year we've turned our good friendship bad. Frustrations boiled and I couldn't take you anymore. There wasn't much I could do about that. But ever since then, the friendliness was there, although restricted. I don't back off on what I believed and I will never do, but I can forgive. Throughout all these months you have showed me that you do want to be friends, yet throughout the whole time, I was still bitter over you. I wish I wasn't, because I regret it. Even though it may be too late since we are taking two separate roads, I promise to try to the best of my abilities to be just as good friends as before. I was visibly frustrated then. I'm willing to give our friendship a second chance.
For you...
I don't know why I fell for you again :/ I should've realized that I would be putting myself in big trouble, once again. I just don't know why. I tried picturing us, trying to put us together and see if it would work, but I felt different about everything. There wasn't excitement like before. I was being different - I was never comfortable in those situations with you. I now realize that our best times, the ones that I love to remember with you are the ones where we were just friends. Yeah, I flirt with you always, but its flirtation with no intentions. I loved that feeling that I could make you laugh, and know that I wouldn't have to think outside other than that. But now I get sensitive to everything about you, and I don't like it one bit. If we connected, then it would be fine. But something in me doesn't want to click with you, even though my heart may want to. The only great thing about me admiring you are the dreams and all the excitement with it. But they just that. Dreams. Then I would find myself thinking of what to say to you, things to get us clicking. Before, I wouldn't have to think of such a thing. It happened naturally. I know you've noticed as well and we're slowly moving apart. You place great value in my life, and I'm willing to do anything for it to stay that way. It's going to be hard, but I will try.
Ever since our big fight last year we've turned our good friendship bad. Frustrations boiled and I couldn't take you anymore. There wasn't much I could do about that. But ever since then, the friendliness was there, although restricted. I don't back off on what I believed and I will never do, but I can forgive. Throughout all these months you have showed me that you do want to be friends, yet throughout the whole time, I was still bitter over you. I wish I wasn't, because I regret it. Even though it may be too late since we are taking two separate roads, I promise to try to the best of my abilities to be just as good friends as before. I was visibly frustrated then. I'm willing to give our friendship a second chance.
For you...
I don't know why I fell for you again :/ I should've realized that I would be putting myself in big trouble, once again. I just don't know why. I tried picturing us, trying to put us together and see if it would work, but I felt different about everything. There wasn't excitement like before. I was being different - I was never comfortable in those situations with you. I now realize that our best times, the ones that I love to remember with you are the ones where we were just friends. Yeah, I flirt with you always, but its flirtation with no intentions. I loved that feeling that I could make you laugh, and know that I wouldn't have to think outside other than that. But now I get sensitive to everything about you, and I don't like it one bit. If we connected, then it would be fine. But something in me doesn't want to click with you, even though my heart may want to. The only great thing about me admiring you are the dreams and all the excitement with it. But they just that. Dreams. Then I would find myself thinking of what to say to you, things to get us clicking. Before, I wouldn't have to think of such a thing. It happened naturally. I know you've noticed as well and we're slowly moving apart. You place great value in my life, and I'm willing to do anything for it to stay that way. It's going to be hard, but I will try.