Commencement
Well I guess i'm 3 days too late for writing the incredible gutrenching confession of how much fun I had in high school, but I will anyway.
The time has finally come that, I am an adult.
I have completed High School, Recieved my Diploma, and now I am on to, as all my graduation cards quoted "next step of my life" known as college.
I would be lying if I told you that I wasn't scared. My biggest fear is failure. I am smart, my SATS, my MCAS, any test like that I've taken tells me I am indeed, an intellegent Individual. My PRIMARY PROBLEM is focus and, general laziness. I hope that those problems deteriorated with my "youthful" image.
Eitherway,The main reason I'm writing this is, that I am happy with my life right now. I may be single,but I have my friends. Girlfriends only tear groups apart. Don't get me wrong i usually HATE being single, but the fact of the matter is, that, I don't really care to try with anyone anymore. It's my turn to wait and let the person come to me, instead of me making the initial move. Eitherway, I know I will find happiness someday.
as i digress,I am happy with life right now. I graduated high school, I'll be getting a new car in the near future,I ALMOST have enough money to get my computer(2 more paychecks), and most of all...It's summer and it's the first real summer for me,because I am excited for all the good times with my friends, the pointless road trips,and the crazy parties.
on a sad note, I have now had time to digest the idea of not seeing the people i have seen for most of my life, ever again. It was tough, but, it may have been tougher, had not my ability to care for certain people become severed due to past experiences,that which i wouldn't like to talk about. anyway, It's gonna be difficualt not seeing my friends who are in younger grades.Like Brad,Kenz, Al Sheedy,Serio,and last but certainly not least Bry. I mean, i'll see them during the summer no doubt, but the past year was a great time in my life I won't forget, because of my friends by my side. Though some have us have grown apart, we still find some way to co-exist as friends without killing eachother. Anyway, What I mean is, I am so greatful for my friends. Always there for me when I need them...
C'mon...who else would stop and look on a racetrack for my tooth? no one. except them. I love all my friends, equally as much as my other friends.
But anyway, enough babbling incessently...bed is in my near future.
The time has finally come that, I am an adult.
I have completed High School, Recieved my Diploma, and now I am on to, as all my graduation cards quoted "next step of my life" known as college.
I would be lying if I told you that I wasn't scared. My biggest fear is failure. I am smart, my SATS, my MCAS, any test like that I've taken tells me I am indeed, an intellegent Individual. My PRIMARY PROBLEM is focus and, general laziness. I hope that those problems deteriorated with my "youthful" image.
Eitherway,The main reason I'm writing this is, that I am happy with my life right now. I may be single,but I have my friends. Girlfriends only tear groups apart. Don't get me wrong i usually HATE being single, but the fact of the matter is, that, I don't really care to try with anyone anymore. It's my turn to wait and let the person come to me, instead of me making the initial move. Eitherway, I know I will find happiness someday.
as i digress,I am happy with life right now. I graduated high school, I'll be getting a new car in the near future,I ALMOST have enough money to get my computer(2 more paychecks), and most of all...It's summer and it's the first real summer for me,because I am excited for all the good times with my friends, the pointless road trips,and the crazy parties.
on a sad note, I have now had time to digest the idea of not seeing the people i have seen for most of my life, ever again. It was tough, but, it may have been tougher, had not my ability to care for certain people become severed due to past experiences,that which i wouldn't like to talk about. anyway, It's gonna be difficualt not seeing my friends who are in younger grades.Like Brad,Kenz, Al Sheedy,Serio,and last but certainly not least Bry. I mean, i'll see them during the summer no doubt, but the past year was a great time in my life I won't forget, because of my friends by my side. Though some have us have grown apart, we still find some way to co-exist as friends without killing eachother. Anyway, What I mean is, I am so greatful for my friends. Always there for me when I need them...
C'mon...who else would stop and look on a racetrack for my tooth? no one. except them. I love all my friends, equally as much as my other friends.
But anyway, enough babbling incessently...bed is in my near future.