I was not the treasure.

Sep 04, 2006 00:41

Something is bothering me that hasn't bothered me in a long time.

I feel like a conquest. I was obtained for a moment, for a fraction of a day, and that's all you were concerned with. I doubt you even remember it happened. I'm just another name on your list.

I didn't want you, but I desperately wanted you to want me. You don't care, and you never, ever did.

I DESPISE DOUBLE STANDARDS.

Best friends forever. Ha. I hope things are better when high school comes to a close. That's all the hope I have left.

I joked about it, I acted like it was so humourous. "I'm just picking up my rain check! Finally, a breath of fresh air!" It's not funny anymore, though. It's starting to tear me to bits.

I'm going to be sick.
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