I'm ill and I'm tired...
It's 6:54 a.m. My alarm clock went off at 6:30 a.m. No, wait! Actually, it went off at 4 something a.m.! Stupid fucking things *mumbles* Somehow it was set on the wrong time. *shakes head* No wonder I couldn't see any cars outside!
It snowed last night. Yuck! The only reason I want more snow RIGHT NOW is because I want us to have a snow day *laughs* It's cold and windy outside. Who the fuck wants to go out there?! Besides, I'm already sick as it is. I'm going to keep on checking if they're closing schools :P One time they didn't do it until 7:30 and I was already out of the house. The bus driver (city bus) informed me!
So I had this big fight with Hassan Saturday night. It really sucked. I felt like the perfect (okay, nothing's perfect) relationship we had was falling apart in less than 24 hours. It almost did until he came over yesterday.
He was appologizing for having been such a jerk and he kept on saying that I didn't have to forgive him. He said he had lost the one person he loved in less than 24 hours and that live wasn't worth living anymore.
At first we were talking. Then I was just sitting there listening, feeling weak and numb. After that, I burst into tears. He wiped my tears away. We talked some more.
Everything ended up turning out alright. There was much more to the conversation and everything but I can't remember everything. Especially not this early in the morning.
I also stayed home from school yesterday. I know I shouldn't have but I felt sick in the morning. I was light headed and tired. As the day progressed, I wasn't hungry and I felt weak. At night when I went to bed, I think I had fever because I was cold and my body ached. My whole body felt hot to the touch as well.
I'm feeling a little bit better now but I may get worse when I go to school. I'll have to get through it though. I can't miss another day of school.
-Katri
It snowed last night. Yuck! The only reason I want more snow RIGHT NOW is because I want us to have a snow day *laughs* It's cold and windy outside. Who the fuck wants to go out there?! Besides, I'm already sick as it is. I'm going to keep on checking if they're closing schools :P One time they didn't do it until 7:30 and I was already out of the house. The bus driver (city bus) informed me!
So I had this big fight with Hassan Saturday night. It really sucked. I felt like the perfect (okay, nothing's perfect) relationship we had was falling apart in less than 24 hours. It almost did until he came over yesterday.
He was appologizing for having been such a jerk and he kept on saying that I didn't have to forgive him. He said he had lost the one person he loved in less than 24 hours and that live wasn't worth living anymore.
At first we were talking. Then I was just sitting there listening, feeling weak and numb. After that, I burst into tears. He wiped my tears away. We talked some more.
Everything ended up turning out alright. There was much more to the conversation and everything but I can't remember everything. Especially not this early in the morning.
I also stayed home from school yesterday. I know I shouldn't have but I felt sick in the morning. I was light headed and tired. As the day progressed, I wasn't hungry and I felt weak. At night when I went to bed, I think I had fever because I was cold and my body ached. My whole body felt hot to the touch as well.
I'm feeling a little bit better now but I may get worse when I go to school. I'll have to get through it though. I can't miss another day of school.
-Katri