Still no baby

Dec 23, 2006 10:42

I'm 8 days overdue. *sigh* I broke down and cried last night. I think this frustration is getting to me more than it should. I hope it's just stupid hormones. I didn't want to have my son on Christmas but I'm coming to terms with the possibility. I'm crushed because either he will be born on Christmas, or my mom won't be here for his birth.

I'm going out to breakfast/brunch with mom and then we still have to look for one Christmas present and go to the grocery store. It's good for me to get out and take my mind off the frustration.

Oh yea, yesterday evening I stepped on the scale and I had gained several pounds since only a few days ago. That didn't help my crying of course. I assume it's just water weight as my legs seem swollen. I hope that's what it is anyway... Seeing the scale tip at close to 180lbs when it said 170lbs just a few days ago does not make a woman feel better. I just stepped on the scale again. Now it said about 174lbs which is better than what I saw last night. No one thinks I've gained weight anywhere other than my belly but boy are they wrong. I think I've gained about 40lbs.
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