Frustration
I'm getting so frustrated. I know this baby will come when he's done baking, but I'm probably the most impatient person on this earth. I go through everyday being bored out of my mind. I could have probably made good progress on his blanket by now, but I don't even feel like knitting. All I want is to go into labor!
My mom's best friend is certain today is the day. I just laugh. Today seems no different to me. I woke up, tired and achy, like I always do, ate my breakfast, and now I'm bored but don't feel like doing anything. It's almost Christmas and I still don't have a baby! *pulls out hair* Maybe, just maybe, it wouldn't seem like such a big deal to me to go 2 weeks over if I hadn't assumed I'd definitely have him before Christmas.
I wish I had something else to write about than my frustration and boredom. That's really all that I've been dealing with since last Friday. I've been spending a lot of time with mom, which is nice, but I get bored even shopping. : \ Yesterday I got really moody because my boots felt tight on my feet (yay swelling) and my legs were tired. I just wanted to go home. Yet, there's nothing to do at home.
Maybe I'll go buy Hassan a small gift today. I don't know when his gift will come, if ever, but he said he got me (and my mom) something so now I feel like I should have something to give him. I feel kind of guilty that I told my mom not to get him anything. I did tell her that if she really wanted to she could get him something really small. She did end up getting him something small but I wasn't of much help when she asked for ideas. It's not like I don't know what he likes, I just have a difficult time setting my emotions aside. *sigh*
My mom's best friend is certain today is the day. I just laugh. Today seems no different to me. I woke up, tired and achy, like I always do, ate my breakfast, and now I'm bored but don't feel like doing anything. It's almost Christmas and I still don't have a baby! *pulls out hair* Maybe, just maybe, it wouldn't seem like such a big deal to me to go 2 weeks over if I hadn't assumed I'd definitely have him before Christmas.
I wish I had something else to write about than my frustration and boredom. That's really all that I've been dealing with since last Friday. I've been spending a lot of time with mom, which is nice, but I get bored even shopping. : \ Yesterday I got really moody because my boots felt tight on my feet (yay swelling) and my legs were tired. I just wanted to go home. Yet, there's nothing to do at home.
Maybe I'll go buy Hassan a small gift today. I don't know when his gift will come, if ever, but he said he got me (and my mom) something so now I feel like I should have something to give him. I feel kind of guilty that I told my mom not to get him anything. I did tell her that if she really wanted to she could get him something really small. She did end up getting him something small but I wasn't of much help when she asked for ideas. It's not like I don't know what he likes, I just have a difficult time setting my emotions aside. *sigh*