Yeah...
I haven't written in a really long time again. I guess I just find it almost pointless these days. There is so much going on in my life right now and if I was to write more entries, they would be extremely long. No one reads anyway, so why write about those things in a journal. I'd rather talk to someone about what's bothering me. I've never been good at keeping journals. Most likely because that's all they are; journals.
I'm having one of those "sensitive" days. I shouldn't be PMSing since it's not that time of the month. I'm just so stressed that every little thing gets to me. It's like "say the wrong thing and I'll punch your teeth in." Of course, I would never do that. I've never punched anyone. Little things are just pissing me off and upsetting me.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. It's the 2nd Valentine's Day I actually have a boyfriend, but last year honestly doesn't count. Chris was a jerk and nothing special happened. This year, I've planned something special but I fear something will mess it up. Something always gets on the way...
I'll have to finish cleaning tomorrow. I was almost finished with building my new bookcase but then Nathan told me to stop and finish tomorrow. Now it's just sitting on my floor and I can't put things in it to get them out of my way. So much for actually getting things done...
Tomorrow's going to be really busy. I'll have to get up at a decent hour since I need to finish this cleaning and then I have to cook lasagna. Well, I don't have to but I'm going to. It'll be for me and Hassan. Mom and Nathan are supposed to be going to some party. Watch, they'll stay home and my night will be ruined.
See, I'm just babbling about they same things...fuck it..I'm going to bed..
I'm having one of those "sensitive" days. I shouldn't be PMSing since it's not that time of the month. I'm just so stressed that every little thing gets to me. It's like "say the wrong thing and I'll punch your teeth in." Of course, I would never do that. I've never punched anyone. Little things are just pissing me off and upsetting me.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. It's the 2nd Valentine's Day I actually have a boyfriend, but last year honestly doesn't count. Chris was a jerk and nothing special happened. This year, I've planned something special but I fear something will mess it up. Something always gets on the way...
I'll have to finish cleaning tomorrow. I was almost finished with building my new bookcase but then Nathan told me to stop and finish tomorrow. Now it's just sitting on my floor and I can't put things in it to get them out of my way. So much for actually getting things done...
Tomorrow's going to be really busy. I'll have to get up at a decent hour since I need to finish this cleaning and then I have to cook lasagna. Well, I don't have to but I'm going to. It'll be for me and Hassan. Mom and Nathan are supposed to be going to some party. Watch, they'll stay home and my night will be ruined.
See, I'm just babbling about they same things...fuck it..I'm going to bed..