Feeling [ Jaehyo x Kyung x Minhyuk ]
Title: Feeling
Author:
kikutan
Pairing: Jaekyunghyuk
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 1995
Summary: Did he really have to pick just one?
Notes: IDK....just....IDEK. Enjoy?
No one could be sure when it had happened. Or why or how or what crossed through the boys' minds when they decided to embark on making a triangle work. Though of course, they hadn't really ever wanted a relationship, not with each other anyways. Jaehyo had always had a thing for Jiho, striving to gain the leaders attention in a romantic sense. And he'd always seemed to dislike Kyung, never getting along in some way or another unless it was for the fans. Anything for the fans went for any one of them, but that was probably the same for any other band out there. Why else would Taemin of SHINee have let that other member man handle him in such a way on stage?
And then there was Minhyuk, that one had always seemed detached, not really putting himself out there for a relationship beyond friendship with anyone. But somehow, this love triangle had happened and not one of them could explain why or how. Just that Kyung was at the center of it. And Kyung had no idea when he'd become the one everyone wanted so badly.
It had started when they'd gone on some radio show and the host had asked them all about their favorite types. And the whole time they spoke, Kyung couldn't shake the feeling of being stared at, like whoever it was wanted to drill a hole into his head. But whenever he'd look around, he couldn't tell who had been doing the staring. When he looked at any one member, they'd be looking somewhere else, but he'd still feel it. It had irked him but he'd put it out of his mind once the question had been turned to him.
And then when they were allowed on a fifteen minute break, Kyung had been pulled unceremoniously into a closet by Jaehyo and he somehow ended up with the boy's dick down his throat. He hadn't thought that he'd ever enjoy sucking another boy off, but he strangely enjoyed this. Jaehyo's fingers against his scalp, tugging on his hair and forcing his head into different angles, making his throat open up to him and take him in deeper.
The taste wasn't even so bad either, which surprised him. And he definitely liked the way Jaehyo kissed him so desperately when he'd come, tongue dominating and teeth biting sensually. And when they walked back into the room for the rest of the radio show, both of them with just fucked hair, he didn't miss Jiho's disapproving stare or the way Minhyuk glared at Jaehyo so venomously, as if the ulzzang member had done something so ridiculously bad. Kyung bit his lip and shook his head slightly, going back to his spot and continuing on as if none of it had happened at all. He could sort it out later.
And then when he'd been showering very late at night because he couldn't sleep and he always liked doing his business in the shower when everyone was asleep, Minhyuk had come in. Nothing was said, no one asked any questions, Minhyuk just invited himself into Kyung's shower and pressed him into the wall. It went a bit further this time, the older boy kissing and biting, fingers sliding over every inch of skin to eventually press against Kyung's entrance. The visual rapper gasped softly, not expecting anything like this to happen to him, ever and yet here it was.
And it happened just like that, wet and desperate, moaning each other's names into their mouths as Minhyuk fucked into Kyung like the world would explode if he didn't. But strangely, Kyung didn't mind, he enjoyed the intrusion and he enjoyed the way Minhyuk called his name as if he were the stars and the boy was so desperately in love with him. Not that he could assume anything of the sort, but it came to mind and he felt sort of poetic for it.
Afterwards, they finished cleaning up and had a cup of coffee together. None of the awkwardness that should have been there seeming to exist. They simply sat on the couch together at three in the morning, drying off from the shared shower and sipping the bitter coffee. It was kind of nice, how Kyung assumed married life would be when you're completely comfortable with your spouse and the world is just how it should be. Except that it ended when Jaehyo woke up and came out for some water, rubbing his eyes and not noticing them until his way back. His tired eyes didn't miss the love bites on Kyung's neck, seeming to stick out like neon lights against his pale skin, or the fact that both he and Minhyuk were wet. His expression hardened and Kyung half expected the pretty boy to say something when instead he stalked off to bed, ignoring them completely.
And when Kyung looked over at the dancer, he could clearly see the satisfaction written on Minhyuk's face.
Nothing really happened for a while after that first time, Jaehyo went back to flirting with Jiho and life was normal. But then there was Minhyuk's continued presence in Kyung's early morning showers. Though they didn't always have sex, sometimes they just washed themselves and then drew a bath, curling up in the hot water. Something so domestic it was painful. But Kyung liked it, he liked a lot of things that Minhyuk did, he realized. Except that he didn't know what was going on, if they were in a relartionship or just cuddling and sometimes screwing each other.
It was nice having an outlet for his sexual frustration, but at the same time it left him feeling awkward. What were they when the others were around? How come Jaehyo seemed so snippy lately? Why did Jiho look so sad whenever Jaehyo would look at Kyung in that way that said he wanted him and he wanted him more then the desire to keep breathing? Kyung wanted answers but he wasn't sure how to get them. And then it happened again.
Everyone else had schedules except for himself and Jaehyo, who had politely refused their leaders invitation to accompany him. Much to Jiho's chagrin when he realized the two would have the place to themselves. And it turned out that it was exactly Jaehyo's plan. About an hour after everyone was gone, not expected back until the early morning hours, Kyung felt the older member drape himself across his back. Lips sliding hotly across the nape of his neck and long fingered hands moving across his chest.
He would have asked what the other was doing, if it weren't for Jaehyo's lips covering his, silencing everything but his moans when the ulzzang's hand slipped into Kyung's pants, groping him unabashedly. Things moved pretty quickly after that and they ended up on the kitchen floor, both of them crying out in near exaltation as Jaehyo's hips slapped against Kyung's ass, the rapper practically clawing at the tile floor as he called out Jaehyo's name. Minhyuk not even crossing his mind in this moment of passion. And it happened numerous times throughout the day until Jaehyo decided to go to bed.
Minhyuk came home when Kyung was in the shower, and the older boy quickly made his way into the bathroom, getting into the shower and wrapping his arms around Kyung's waist. He must have been tired because he didn't notice the scratches or the bite marks littering Kyung's skin. And as tired as he was, Kyung didn't stop him when Minhyuk decided to make love to him on the shower floor.
When these liaisons continued, alternating between members when the opposing party wasn't around, Kyung quickly became exhausted. Though of course, it didn't occur to him to say no to one of them, to pick whoever he actually had feelings for and do away with the one he didn't. But he was greedy and he really couldn't decide which one he liked more, who's body he enjoyed feeling slide over his better. Who's lips he liked watching form his name the most or the post sex cuddling that sometimes occurred that made his heart flutter more.
He was in quite a predicament and he couldn't find a solution. Though he realized quite quickly that he was going to have to make a decision. When Jiho cornered him one day and railed him, yelled at him for a good long time about how he was hogging the members, everyone was feeling upset because Jaehyo and Minhyuk only seemed to care about Kyung. Though Kyung had this sneaking suspicion that it was only Jiho who was upset. And Yukwon was upset that Jiho only cared about what Jaehyo was doing or who Jaehyo was sticking his dick into.
Sure it was unfair for Kyung to enjoy the attentions of the two older boys, but it was also unfair of Jiho to ignore the way Yukwon looked at him and ignore the way their smile representative seemed to worship him. And of course, Jiho seemed stunned when Kyung mentioned as much, pointed out Yukwon's obvious feelings, the ones the dancer wore on his sleeve, just waiting for the day that Jiho would look at him and say “I love you too.” And then the fierceness bled out of the leader quite quickly, seeming to forget about Jaehyo as he turned his mind onto Yukwon, thinking of how the dancer always seemed to be there.
Kyung frowned slightly and patted his friend on the shoulder, shaking his head slightly. He didn't know what was going on with any of them any more then the next person, but it was obvious that Jiho had some soul searching to do. Even if it turned out that Jaehyo was still the one in the rapper's mind, Kyung had at least given the boy something to think about for awhile.
Which ended up being a good thing because as soon as he was away from Jiho, both Minhyuk and Jaehyo took that moment to corner him too. He was really starting to hate being in corners, surrounded on all sides by people that he should have wanted to have around him but instead wanted nothing more then to push them away and hide in his bed. It'd be nice if he could just leave them to make the big decisions, leave it to them to decide who made Kyung's heart beat more or who made him feel better. Though he'd had way less sex with Jaehyo then with Minhyuk, the times he had shared with the ulzzang had been really good. And then when it was Minhyuk, there was a different intensity, a different kind of passion.
But when he was asked, and couldn't make a concrete decision, he was pulled into a bedroom and he was surrounded. Minhyuk's lips on his and then Jaehyo's lips on his and both of them with their hands all over him. It was overwhelming but good and it made his feelings even less sure then before. He didn't really want to do away with either of them. He wanted to be greedy, hold both of their hearts in his hands and not let them go. And that feeling only became stronger when this happened, this threesome on a random bed in their dorm. Minhyuk's cock stretching him in one way and then Jaehyo's in another. One member's length sliding passed his lips as the other member fucked into him and vice versa.
They were both different and they both made him feel different and they both made his heart beat. It was unfair because it meant he was hogging them, keeping them selfishly by his side instead of making a decision. And after he'd come undone with both names on his lips, he pulled them close, offering the only proposal his selfish heart could come up with.
“Can't I have you both?”