Wonderful Tonight [ Jaekyung ]
Title: Wonderful Tonight
Author:
kikutan
Pairing: Jaekyung
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 5274
Summary: And when they reached the hummer, all Kyung did was smile and turn on the radio.
Notes: n/a
Jaehyo frowned slightly, watching the goings on of their group as they prepared to head to a party. It was the same every time, nothing seemed to change except for the girl hanging off of Kyung like a cheap bag. It was kind of disgusting, how many girls Kyung managed to gather around him and they all seemed to love him, regardless of his reputation. And the ones that ended up hating the wannabe rap star, really hated Jaehyo himself. Because for some reason, he was the reason none of the other boy's relationships lasted more than a few months.
The ulzzang pursed his lips and ignored the suspicious glare of the skanky girl as he stared at Kyung and then he was turning his eyes away. He didn't even understand how it was his fault, he didn't understand what made him special. It wasn't like he and Kyung even got along all that well, probably ninety percent of the time they were disagreeing on something or just not on speaking terms. And yet every single time they went to a party together, regardless of that day's relationship status, when Jaehyo said he was leaving, Kyung went with him. Without the girlfriends.
Nothing usually happened between them, just a long cab ride and maybe some drunken horseplay. And then in the morning they'd regret getting drunk and Kyung would emotionlessly read over the series of angry texts and listen to the voice mails with no change in expression. And then announce his being single again before they'd go out to the mom and pop breakfast diner down the street from Jaehyo's flat. And then the next time they'd see each other again, like clock work the whole system would start over again.
Quite frankly, Jaehyo was getting tired of it, it was becoming a routine that he didn't want to continue on with. But he was pretty sure it would continue on, regardless of what he might want. Because what he wanted, was pretty impossible for them. It didn't work with the dynamic of their relationship and he knew that it was hoping for too much. Because Kyung was a straight boy who didn't look at another member of his gender with hooded eyes unless he was drunk. And even then, it was just because he couldn't keep them open, not one ounce of the flush that Jaehyo could only dream of ever seeing induced by himself.
He sighed softly, ignoring the way the other guys were able to joke around, not bothered by anything but the excitement of going out to party. It had been a good couple of months since the last time they'd been able to get together, it always seemed like they continued to grow further apart. He understood now, why his parents had always told him to cherish his friends because after high school it was so hard to keep them close. Everyone went their separate ways unless they were doing their things together, like Minhyuk and Yukwon who opened a dance studio together.
Actually, the model probably saw those two the most, he'd decided to take up classes at their studio, both to keep in shape and to stay in touch with them. It didn't seem to matter though because those were the only times he ever seemed to see them. Even when he tried to make plans, the only times the plans ever actually happened were when they were orchestrated by Jiho or Jihoon and those plans were only ever to get together and attend a big party. Somehow those two always knew which ones were the best or what clubs to go to that would award the best action.
“Hey pretty boy! What're you doing over there in the corner? Come join the planning!” It was Kyung, of course. Even though the last time they'd talked had ended up in an argument about the younger doing nothing with his life, sitting at home and trying to make demo tapes of his raps. It was always Kyung who got him into the planning stages of the partying, generally he didn't care all that much what happened, if he was driving them or if he was drinking too and they were cabbing it home after. He'd do whatever as long as Kyung wasn't angry at him still from whatever had happened between them last. And all the other guys knew it too, knew everything. And Jaehyo was pretty sure they orchestrated it so that it was Kyung that drew him in, because he wouldn't deny the New Zealander.
The tall boy moved closer to the group, standing on the side of Kyung that wasn't covered in flowery smells and a bitchy sounding voice adding in unnecessary opinions. He couldn't even remember this one's name, he was pretty sure it wouldn't matter. If this venture ended the same as the others, she wouldn't last far beyond the fifth can of beer to pass into Kyung's hands. And it wasn't like the ulzzang planned it this way or anything, he really didn't, it's just how things worked with them. He was pretty sure that he and Kyung were some sort of soul mates or something. Not that he'd ever tell anyone else that though.
“I don't think I'll drink much so I'll drive there. But don't expect me to wait around on any of your sorry asses when I get bored and decide to leave.” He laughed good heartedly, trying to make it seem like he wasn't just brooding in his thoughts about the man next to him. And he definitely didn't miss the knowing smirk that Jiho sent his way. Somehow, without telling him anything, their group leader always seemed to know everything about anything. Well, when it was based on any one of their lives at least.
“Yeah, yeah as usual. You got room for all of us in that beast of yours?” Jiho chuckled, knowing the answer would be obvious. Because for whatever reason Jiho always joked about the size of Jaehyo's vehicle. The hummer wasn't something that typically suited the model's looks or personality, but because it was big and could fit their whole group plus maybe one or two if you squeezed them all in tightly, it was always the travelling vehicle. And because it wasn't sleek and impractical, Jiho always found it hilarious to poke fun at Jaehyo for it.
Jaehyo smirked, cocking his head to the side, “Of course not, maybe it can fit a few of us but the rest will have to cab it. Better play rock, paper, scissors to figure out who gets in.” He said this with a straight face, eyes travelling around the room; watching the guys formulate his words and then start raising their fists for the game before he chuckled and shook his head, “no, no, of course I've got room.” He straightened up and then pulled out his keys, wanting to get the show on the road. He headed to the door without waiting, and because he always seemed to be suffering, of course he had to share the front seats with Kyung and his stinky girlfriend.
The party looked and sounded like it was a good one, taking place in one of Jiho's classmate's gigantic house in the middle of seemingly nowhere. Cars lined up around the block, music vibrating in the air a few blocks away even. There were various groups of people milling around, talking, dancing, falling over. Some were even, of course, making out or very close to fucking right there on the front lawn. And they hadn't even made it inside yet, which worried Jaehyo a little bit.
The girlfriend seemed very excited already bouncing on her feet and ready to have fun. She'd probably joined the guys in a few ice breaking drinks before leaving, wanting to get a bit of a buzz on before the real drinking began. And now he was pretty damn sure he was the only sober one, and he'd have to stay mostly sober the whole time he was there. If he was going to drive back, which he was because he wasn't going to leave his ride there to get trashed, he could barely get a buzz going. Maybe he'd drink by himself when he got home, though he was pretty sure he wouldn't go home by himself, seeing as he hadn't yet.
About an hour into the party, Jaehyo was still nursing his second beer and really bored with how things were turning out. In some areas of the house it seemed more like a giant orgy then a party and it was kind of disturbing. So he'd made sure to avoid those parts of the house after running into them the first time, but then that only left outside and a couple front rooms. And he found it kind of hard to enjoy himself while staying sober when he had to see everything through the haze of smoke hanging in the air. He absently wondered who's parents would let them trash a nice place like this but then he realized, if Jiho knew them, then even if they had money they had no class. Even if the parents said no, anything went with these privileged kids and it kind of pissed him off.
And yet, he still attended them, even when he spent most of them wandering around from room to room by himself. Evading the boys and girls who decided he was nice enough on the eyes to try and hit on.
He pulled his phone out and was about to fire off a parting text to everyone when someone was suddenly throwing themselves into his arms. It took him a moment to realize that it was Kyung, but once he did, his arms seemed to move around the younger man on their own. The other had a silly little smile on his face and his cheeks were pink, thick rimmed glasses hanging off his ears and resting on his chin as he swayed a little bit.
“Hey! It's Jaehyo!” Kyung slurred, giggling to himself as he tried to steal a gulp of the taller boy's beer before pointing his finger at his nose, pouting slightly. “I think I'm pretty drunk... and I don't know where Sumi is but that's okay... because I found you!” He grinned like he'd accomplished some great feat, waving his hand through the air as he continued to babble about how annoying she'd been all night and Jaehyo couldn't help but agree.
“Yah, Park Kyung... I was actually just about to leave, wanna come with me?” The ulzzang bit his cheek slightly, trying not to look too hopeful even though he was pretty sure that Kyung wouldn't notice. And of course he didn't, he only nodded his head and rotated himself around Jaehyo's frame to crawl onto his back. Proceeding to then press himself as close to the older boy as he could and he was sure that if he could, Kyung would be purring.
“Les'go!” Kyung hummed softly, letting his face rest against the nape of Jaehyo's neck and Jaehyo couldn't help the shiver that passed through his body, a flush rising up his cheeks and he sighed softly. This was inevitable and he was okay with it, he liked this kind of inevitability. And he didn't so much like the other possible turn of events that could happen at any time if Kyung decided to keep himself serious about his relationships. But he tried to be positive, tried to hold out the hope that he was more important then them. And that was mostly true.
When they were almost out of the house, just stepping out the door actually, Jaehyo almost fell over when he felt Kyung get pulled back rather harshly, almost pulling the smaller boy to the ground. That is, if Jaehyo's grip wasn't as good as it was on the drunk boy's legs.
“Yah! Baby, where are you going?” The high pitched voice of Sumi splashed over him like hot oil and he hissed slightly as if he'd been burned. Kyung though, barely noticed that as he crawled off Jaehyo's back and tugged the ulzzang around, pulling Jaehyo's arm around his shoulders suspiciously. The drunk boy almost nuzzled Jaehyo's arm and smiled like a cat who'd gotten it's cream at the girl pouting angrily at them both.
“Jaehyo's taking me home with him, of course.” Kyung nodded, leaning against the taller boy's frame slightly and it was all very intimate and Jaehyo couldn't fight the blush on his cheeks or the triumphant expression as the girl tried to convince Kyung to stay and then tried to invite herself along all to the negative responses of her boyfriend.
“But, but... you can't just leave me here!” The whining lilt to her voice grated on his nerves and he grit his teeth, closing his eyes as he waited for Kyung's response.
“But but... I totally can. There's only room for me at Jaehyo's, so stay and have fun.” And suddenly Kyung was sounding far more sober then he had moments ago and it kind of bothered Jaehyo. Because normally Kyung would just ignore the girl and they'd continue on to the hummer or to the cab or whatever vehicle was taking them back to his place. There had never been this suddenly sober Kyung telling the girl off, clinging to Jaehyo like a lover would. It was surprising and he didn't know what to make of it.
The girlfriend opened her mouth to start screaming but Kyung turned around and started pulling Jaehyo along after him, choosing now to start ignoring her, not bothering to stay for the fireworks that would be her reaction to Kyung blowing her off. It was almost humorous if it wasn't so suspicious. And when they reached the hummer, all Kyung did was smile and turn on the radio. There was no speaking until they pulled into the parking lot underneath Jaehyo's building. And that was only to question the quality of liquor the elder had upstairs.
It didn't take too long before they were both equally drunk and rolling around in made up wrestling positions on the floor in front of the TV. Kyung had turned on some weird American fighting show and decided they need to try out some of the moves, though they were both too drunk to formulate any of them properly and it was really just them rolling around and groping each other. Which Jaehyo was fine with really, he was happy to grope Kyung of course and he was even more happy with Kyung groping him. Even if they were supposed to be fighting moves.
After a particularly long sleeper hold from Kyung, Jaehyo rolled over onto his back to catch his breath, closing his eyes and spreading his limbs out. He was drunkenly unaware of the eyes raking over his form, of the smirk crawling across Kyung's lips, of anything really considering his eyes were closed. Until he felt a weight settling on his lap, that is, anyway.
“Huh? Kyungie?” He smiled slightly as he opened his eyes to look up at the other, cheeks flushed and an obvious reaction stirring in his pants from the weight of his friend straddling his hips.
“Jaehyo... that isn't your belt is it?” Kyung smirked, only swaying slightly even though he should have been rendered useless from all the booze pumped through his system. Unless they'd burned off quite a bit with their rough housing. Jaehyo couldn't be sure and he didn't particularly care too much either, at least not anymore with Kyung's face coming closer, hips shifting deliciously against his own.
“Mm...I think you know that it isn't.” Jaehyo hummed softly, licking his lips and closing his eyes for a moment, trying to collect himself for what he was sure couldn't be happening. Though it definitely was happening and the feeling of Kyung's lips sliding across his own was something he'd been craving since he'd discovered his feelings for the younger man.
His hands slid across Kyung's thighs and around to rest comfortably on the other's ass, squeezing slightly and bringing Kyung's body closer. Their lips moved against each other, seeming to fit perfectly, everything Jaehyo had fantasized about. Aside from the fact that in his fantasies they were usually sober and very used to manipulating each other's bodies. But even though this was new and it was tentative even in their inebriated states, it was everything he could have asked for and more. It was him and it was Kyung and it was Kyung wanting to touch him and be close to him and even if it was just this one time, if nothing came of it but this one experience being so close to his friend, that was okay. At least he'd experience it and he'd enjoy it and he wouldn't ever ask for anything from anyone... until the next year.
“Jaehyo...take me to bed?” Kyung's voice was quiet and his breath was hot where it washed over Jaehyo's ear and the elder shivered and nodded his head, grazing his teeth against Kyung's neck slightly before he let the rapper pull them up and lead the way to the familiar room. And on the way there, Jaehyo had to be sure to pinch himself just to make sure he wasn't dreaming about any of this actually happening.
Then he was being pushed onto his bed and Kyung was on top of him again and Jaehyo was practically purring, their lips locked, their hips grinding. And then he was flipping them, dominating the other man and pinning his wrists to the bed, nipping and sucking at Kyung's lips and neck, sliding one of his hands down to tug at the other's shirt, pulling it off and chucking it across the room. Even if this was a mistake, he was going to take advantage of it. He was going to enjoy it even if in the morning, Kyung was gone or just couldn't look him in the eye. It would be okay because it had happened though it would kill him if it never happened again.
He slid his lips across Kyung's chest, working his way down the younger man's body, pausing to nip and suck at protruding collar bones and perky nipples. It was almost surreal that this was happening, maybe it was just a really real hallucination; but even if that's all it was, he'd take it for all it was worth. Even a fantasy about having his way with Kyung was better then nothing sometimes. Though if the way that Kyung tugged on his hair was any indication, this was definitely real and Jaehyo almost couldn't believe it.
He slid his tongue across Kyung's belly, dipping into his navel before he was pulling back to unbuckle the other's belt, tugging the pants off and tossing them off the bed with his own shirt. Kyung wasn't wearing anything underneath his pants, how come he hadn't noticed that earlier? When his hands were inadvertently groping all over the other's crotch. Probably because he was still way too drunk to notice things like that. And Kyung was also hard and dripping, his cock arching proudly out of his body and looking like it had been erect for far too long. The rapper whimpered slightly, his fingers in Jaehyo's hair tugging and pushing the elder's head closer.
Jaehyo smirked slightly and circled his fingers around the base, sliding his tongue and teeth across the bottom until he could suck teasingly at the head. Kyung groaned his name and Jaehyo was shivering, moaning softly as he slid the other's cock further into his mouth and sucking lightly. Of course, all of this was just a pleasantry, because he wasn't going to let the younger man come without his being inside of him. This was just teasing because he was an ass and he was pretty sure Kyung knew that, that this wouldn't be satisfying at all until he was begging for it on his hands and knees.
But perhaps Jaehyo wouldn't let Kyung get that far, he bobbed his head a few times, hollowing his cheeks and moaning softly around the other's cock before he was pulling back completely. Smirking at Kyung's disappointed moan before he rolled the other onto his stomach, pulling his hips up so Kyung had his knees under him, ass in the air enticingly.
“Jaehyo...” Kyung moaned softly, hands sliding between his own legs as he pressed his face into the bed, waiting for whatever it was Jaehyo was going to do. This was, of course, his first experience with another guy but it wasn't the first time he'd thought about it. And it wasn't the first time he'd called out Jaehyo's name in the throes of passion and he was pretty sure it wouldn't be the last time either. Because even if nothing came of this, even though Kyung was perfectly straight, he still wanted Jaehyo more then he wanted any girl. And he couldn't even explain it.
“Mm, Kyung...so sexy.” Jaehyo's voice washed over him and he almost wished he could see what the other was doing. And then he was tensing because Jaehyo was spreading his ass cheeks, blowing lightly on his hole before there was something wet sliding over it. He knew what was happening, he knew what this was, even if he'd never felt it before, he'd seen what rimming was in porn. He bit his lip and pressed his hips back against Jaehyo's mouth, trying not to moan too loudly or needily.
Jaehyo did it again, just that light slide of tongue over the area and Kyung whined slightly. Then he felt the glob of spit, he assumed, sliding across the area before Jaehyo's fingers were massaging it in, one finger dipping into Kyung's entrance before pulling out to be replaced with his tongue. That tongue that was suddenly doing sinful things to his body what with the way it was being pressed inside of him, Jaehyo pressing a finger in slightly alongside his tongue. This was something the elder had always wanted to do, but he'd never done it. Even with any of his other partners; though he had had it done to him once or twice.
He pulled back to spit on his fingers and Kyung's hole again, pressing his finger in further before adding a second, sliding his lips across the other's ass cheek slightly before he pulled back to watch his fingers. Prepping was kind of mind numbing, he enjoyed it, but it was one of those things that unless you could formulate enough thoughts to string together a dirty sentence or two, it was almost boring. Except for those little sounds Kyung was making and obviously trying so hard not to make. He liked those and he was pretty sure they'd only get louder.
After an ample amount of probing, scissoring and curling his fingers inside the other, Jaehyo pulled his fingers out much to Kyung's chagrin. He smirked slightly when Kyung pushed his ass back, searching for more contact; and all Jaehyo rewarded him with was a teasing bite on one cheek. Then he was kneeling behind the other, pushing his pants and boxers down around his knees and kicking them off unceremoniously.
“You ready?” Jaehyo hummed softly, knowing that it was hardly possible that Kyung could actually be ready. He'd never done this before with a guy and a bit of tongue action and some stretching could never really prepare a virgin for the feeling of being filled. Jaehyo liked it well enough, though he did prefer doing the filling; but it was possible that Kyung would hate it. Wouldn't be able to get passed the pain and feel the pleasure, and that was what could ruin a moment.
“Mm... Jaehyo... just.... fuck.” Jaehyo wondered if it was the alcohol that caused the other's incoherence or if Kyung was still reeling from those small teasing sensations he'd elicited in the younger a moment earlier. Either way it was promising, he smiled slightly and pressed himself in, not holding back the moan of pleasure as he was practically sucked into that tight heat.
Though he did have the sense to stop and give Kyung a moment. He wasn't a selfish lover by any means and he wanted it to be equally enjoyable for them. And it was obvious by the awkward yell that right then, with Jaehyo inside him for the first (and hopefully not last) time that he wasn't enjoying it right then. The ulzzang pressed light kisses on Kyung's shoulders, nipping and sucking slightly as his hands moved to tease the boy's nipples and then down further to stroke his cock lightly. All the while murmuring small words of comfort, trying to calm the near sobs as Kyung struggled to get used to the feeling. It was different for everyone their first time, he supposed Kyung really hadn't expected a feeling quite like what he was getting.
“Nng....Jaehyo....shut the fuck up.” Kyung growled slightly, voice rough as he struggled not to moan too much, not wanting to be too girly about this. He glanced over his shoulder, cheeks pink and eyes glazed with lust, his hips moving back slightly and an involuntary sound forced from his lips. “Just fuck me already.” He was panting and it hurt but it felt good all at once. He was full and it was weird and it stretched him awkwardly but it was a good feeling, either way he thought about it. And the idea that it was Jaehyo made it even better.
And then Jaehyo was moving, hips hitting his ass, thighs against thighs, that delicious friction that sent shivers down his spine. He was coming undone almost instantly, burying his face against the pillow to stifle his moans. There was something he didn't like, the way this position, these feelings made him sound almost like a girl, loud and higher pitched. He sounded needy to his own ears and he wondered if that might be annoying. But then again, the way that Jaehyo was also moaning he was pretty sure he didn't care what Kyung sounded like, or maybe he liked it.
Jaehyo twisted his fingers in Kyung's hair slightly, tugging gently to get the other's face out of the pillows. “Kyung, let me hear you...fuck... you're so hot.” Jaehyo groaned softly, biting into Kyung's shoulder and fucking into the other man rather hard, fingers tight on Kyung's hip. The sound of skin against skin filled the room, the scent of sex wafted around them and their sighs and moans reverberated off all surfaces. The elder almost wondered if his neighbours would complain. But he didn't really care either way, this was something he'd wanted for too long to let either of them hold back.
He pulled out, smirking at the whiny little noise that Kyung released, and flipped the other over. “I want to see your face...” He said the words softly, situating himself comfortably before he was pressing in again. Kyung arched and cried out at the different angle, face flushed and expression almost flabbergasted that sex this way could feel so good. That he could enjoy it so much with another guy, but here he was and he was definitely enjoying it.
“Fuck... faster... I'm going to come..” He said the words quietly, wrapping his legs tightly around Jaehyo's waist to urge him on, his own hand coming between them to jerk himself off, gasping slightly and trying his best to meet Jaehyo's thrusts.
Jaehyo hummed softly in appreciation at the sight, quickening his pace and leaning over the other, dropping a light nipping kiss on Kyung's lips. His hand pushed Kyungs out of the way and he started stroking in time with his thrusts into the other, fingers tight around the other's length. Their lips continued to meet in slow, desperate kisses; breath and voices mingling as they reached a frenzied pitch. Both of them so close and so far gone that nothing else mattered but getting off.
“Aahn... shit...” Kyung clutched at Jaehyo, nails digging into the elder's back as he came, shooting it on their chests and Jaehyo's hand. And moments later the ulzzang was groaning out Kyung's name and the rapper groaned at the odd sensation of being filled with the other man's come.
In the morning, Jaehyo turned over in bed and groaned softly as the light hit his eyelids. It felt way too early to be up after a night of drinking and fucking. He couldn't even remember what had happened specifically after that first time with Kyung, though he did remember that it didn't stop there. His brows furrowed slightly and he opened his eyes to look around, mildly surprised when he turned over and found Kyung's eyes brazenly trained on him.
“Hey... you feeling alright?” Jaehyo smiled slightly, shifting so he could properly face the other boy, ignoring the fact that they were both still naked and he could definitely use some morning sex to help with his headache. He rubbed his face slightly and then shifted himself closer, encouraged by the other's lack of a rejection to the move.
Kyung nodded slightly, tugging the blanket a little closer around him and biting his lip. “A little sore and hung over but yeah... I'm feeling pretty great.” A small smile tugged it's way onto the rapper's lips and Jaehyo nodded his head, feeling better from the admission. Kyung's hand came up from the blanket, holding his phone and he pulled up a text thread and laughed softly, turning it to show Jaehyo. “She's not too pleased though.”
Jaehyo's eyes slid over the messages and he shrugged slightly, eyes amused. “I didn't think she would be... they never are when you choose me over them.” He laughed softly and shook his head, reaching a hand over to move the phone, fingers sliding over Kyung's almost absently. “Though I will admit that last night was different then any other party night...” He flushed slightly and then looked back up at Kyung, pursing his lips and looking mildly hopeful, hand covering the younger boy's.
“Ah...yeah...I think that was a long time coming... you just... invade my thoughts all the time. And then I couldn't help myself last night.” He bit his cheek slightly and shrugged, shoving his fingers between Jaehyo's and smiling sheepishly. “Jiho told me... that you've liked me for a long time this morning... is that true?” He looked bravely at the ulzzang, obviously ready for a rejection of some sort. Eyes widening in surprise when Jaehyo simply moved closer in the bed and pressed their lips together.
“I don't know how he knew, but yeah. I probably never would have said anything though so... I'm glad you couldn't help yourself.” He laughed softly, nodding as he slid his arms around the other and pulled him closer.
“Yeah...me too.” Kyung sighed softly, cheeks red but expression content as he let himself relax in Jaehyo's embrace. He'd probably never admit to liking the sex or having fantasized about the older boy, but he was glad it had happened. And he was excited to see where it would take them.
Though of course, that would be after they both slept for a little longer.
Author:
kikutan
Pairing: Jaekyung
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 5274
Summary: And when they reached the hummer, all Kyung did was smile and turn on the radio.
Notes: n/a
Jaehyo frowned slightly, watching the goings on of their group as they prepared to head to a party. It was the same every time, nothing seemed to change except for the girl hanging off of Kyung like a cheap bag. It was kind of disgusting, how many girls Kyung managed to gather around him and they all seemed to love him, regardless of his reputation. And the ones that ended up hating the wannabe rap star, really hated Jaehyo himself. Because for some reason, he was the reason none of the other boy's relationships lasted more than a few months.
The ulzzang pursed his lips and ignored the suspicious glare of the skanky girl as he stared at Kyung and then he was turning his eyes away. He didn't even understand how it was his fault, he didn't understand what made him special. It wasn't like he and Kyung even got along all that well, probably ninety percent of the time they were disagreeing on something or just not on speaking terms. And yet every single time they went to a party together, regardless of that day's relationship status, when Jaehyo said he was leaving, Kyung went with him. Without the girlfriends.
Nothing usually happened between them, just a long cab ride and maybe some drunken horseplay. And then in the morning they'd regret getting drunk and Kyung would emotionlessly read over the series of angry texts and listen to the voice mails with no change in expression. And then announce his being single again before they'd go out to the mom and pop breakfast diner down the street from Jaehyo's flat. And then the next time they'd see each other again, like clock work the whole system would start over again.
Quite frankly, Jaehyo was getting tired of it, it was becoming a routine that he didn't want to continue on with. But he was pretty sure it would continue on, regardless of what he might want. Because what he wanted, was pretty impossible for them. It didn't work with the dynamic of their relationship and he knew that it was hoping for too much. Because Kyung was a straight boy who didn't look at another member of his gender with hooded eyes unless he was drunk. And even then, it was just because he couldn't keep them open, not one ounce of the flush that Jaehyo could only dream of ever seeing induced by himself.
He sighed softly, ignoring the way the other guys were able to joke around, not bothered by anything but the excitement of going out to party. It had been a good couple of months since the last time they'd been able to get together, it always seemed like they continued to grow further apart. He understood now, why his parents had always told him to cherish his friends because after high school it was so hard to keep them close. Everyone went their separate ways unless they were doing their things together, like Minhyuk and Yukwon who opened a dance studio together.
Actually, the model probably saw those two the most, he'd decided to take up classes at their studio, both to keep in shape and to stay in touch with them. It didn't seem to matter though because those were the only times he ever seemed to see them. Even when he tried to make plans, the only times the plans ever actually happened were when they were orchestrated by Jiho or Jihoon and those plans were only ever to get together and attend a big party. Somehow those two always knew which ones were the best or what clubs to go to that would award the best action.
“Hey pretty boy! What're you doing over there in the corner? Come join the planning!” It was Kyung, of course. Even though the last time they'd talked had ended up in an argument about the younger doing nothing with his life, sitting at home and trying to make demo tapes of his raps. It was always Kyung who got him into the planning stages of the partying, generally he didn't care all that much what happened, if he was driving them or if he was drinking too and they were cabbing it home after. He'd do whatever as long as Kyung wasn't angry at him still from whatever had happened between them last. And all the other guys knew it too, knew everything. And Jaehyo was pretty sure they orchestrated it so that it was Kyung that drew him in, because he wouldn't deny the New Zealander.
The tall boy moved closer to the group, standing on the side of Kyung that wasn't covered in flowery smells and a bitchy sounding voice adding in unnecessary opinions. He couldn't even remember this one's name, he was pretty sure it wouldn't matter. If this venture ended the same as the others, she wouldn't last far beyond the fifth can of beer to pass into Kyung's hands. And it wasn't like the ulzzang planned it this way or anything, he really didn't, it's just how things worked with them. He was pretty sure that he and Kyung were some sort of soul mates or something. Not that he'd ever tell anyone else that though.
“I don't think I'll drink much so I'll drive there. But don't expect me to wait around on any of your sorry asses when I get bored and decide to leave.” He laughed good heartedly, trying to make it seem like he wasn't just brooding in his thoughts about the man next to him. And he definitely didn't miss the knowing smirk that Jiho sent his way. Somehow, without telling him anything, their group leader always seemed to know everything about anything. Well, when it was based on any one of their lives at least.
“Yeah, yeah as usual. You got room for all of us in that beast of yours?” Jiho chuckled, knowing the answer would be obvious. Because for whatever reason Jiho always joked about the size of Jaehyo's vehicle. The hummer wasn't something that typically suited the model's looks or personality, but because it was big and could fit their whole group plus maybe one or two if you squeezed them all in tightly, it was always the travelling vehicle. And because it wasn't sleek and impractical, Jiho always found it hilarious to poke fun at Jaehyo for it.
Jaehyo smirked, cocking his head to the side, “Of course not, maybe it can fit a few of us but the rest will have to cab it. Better play rock, paper, scissors to figure out who gets in.” He said this with a straight face, eyes travelling around the room; watching the guys formulate his words and then start raising their fists for the game before he chuckled and shook his head, “no, no, of course I've got room.” He straightened up and then pulled out his keys, wanting to get the show on the road. He headed to the door without waiting, and because he always seemed to be suffering, of course he had to share the front seats with Kyung and his stinky girlfriend.
The party looked and sounded like it was a good one, taking place in one of Jiho's classmate's gigantic house in the middle of seemingly nowhere. Cars lined up around the block, music vibrating in the air a few blocks away even. There were various groups of people milling around, talking, dancing, falling over. Some were even, of course, making out or very close to fucking right there on the front lawn. And they hadn't even made it inside yet, which worried Jaehyo a little bit.
The girlfriend seemed very excited already bouncing on her feet and ready to have fun. She'd probably joined the guys in a few ice breaking drinks before leaving, wanting to get a bit of a buzz on before the real drinking began. And now he was pretty damn sure he was the only sober one, and he'd have to stay mostly sober the whole time he was there. If he was going to drive back, which he was because he wasn't going to leave his ride there to get trashed, he could barely get a buzz going. Maybe he'd drink by himself when he got home, though he was pretty sure he wouldn't go home by himself, seeing as he hadn't yet.
About an hour into the party, Jaehyo was still nursing his second beer and really bored with how things were turning out. In some areas of the house it seemed more like a giant orgy then a party and it was kind of disturbing. So he'd made sure to avoid those parts of the house after running into them the first time, but then that only left outside and a couple front rooms. And he found it kind of hard to enjoy himself while staying sober when he had to see everything through the haze of smoke hanging in the air. He absently wondered who's parents would let them trash a nice place like this but then he realized, if Jiho knew them, then even if they had money they had no class. Even if the parents said no, anything went with these privileged kids and it kind of pissed him off.
And yet, he still attended them, even when he spent most of them wandering around from room to room by himself. Evading the boys and girls who decided he was nice enough on the eyes to try and hit on.
He pulled his phone out and was about to fire off a parting text to everyone when someone was suddenly throwing themselves into his arms. It took him a moment to realize that it was Kyung, but once he did, his arms seemed to move around the younger man on their own. The other had a silly little smile on his face and his cheeks were pink, thick rimmed glasses hanging off his ears and resting on his chin as he swayed a little bit.
“Hey! It's Jaehyo!” Kyung slurred, giggling to himself as he tried to steal a gulp of the taller boy's beer before pointing his finger at his nose, pouting slightly. “I think I'm pretty drunk... and I don't know where Sumi is but that's okay... because I found you!” He grinned like he'd accomplished some great feat, waving his hand through the air as he continued to babble about how annoying she'd been all night and Jaehyo couldn't help but agree.
“Yah, Park Kyung... I was actually just about to leave, wanna come with me?” The ulzzang bit his cheek slightly, trying not to look too hopeful even though he was pretty sure that Kyung wouldn't notice. And of course he didn't, he only nodded his head and rotated himself around Jaehyo's frame to crawl onto his back. Proceeding to then press himself as close to the older boy as he could and he was sure that if he could, Kyung would be purring.
“Les'go!” Kyung hummed softly, letting his face rest against the nape of Jaehyo's neck and Jaehyo couldn't help the shiver that passed through his body, a flush rising up his cheeks and he sighed softly. This was inevitable and he was okay with it, he liked this kind of inevitability. And he didn't so much like the other possible turn of events that could happen at any time if Kyung decided to keep himself serious about his relationships. But he tried to be positive, tried to hold out the hope that he was more important then them. And that was mostly true.
When they were almost out of the house, just stepping out the door actually, Jaehyo almost fell over when he felt Kyung get pulled back rather harshly, almost pulling the smaller boy to the ground. That is, if Jaehyo's grip wasn't as good as it was on the drunk boy's legs.
“Yah! Baby, where are you going?” The high pitched voice of Sumi splashed over him like hot oil and he hissed slightly as if he'd been burned. Kyung though, barely noticed that as he crawled off Jaehyo's back and tugged the ulzzang around, pulling Jaehyo's arm around his shoulders suspiciously. The drunk boy almost nuzzled Jaehyo's arm and smiled like a cat who'd gotten it's cream at the girl pouting angrily at them both.
“Jaehyo's taking me home with him, of course.” Kyung nodded, leaning against the taller boy's frame slightly and it was all very intimate and Jaehyo couldn't fight the blush on his cheeks or the triumphant expression as the girl tried to convince Kyung to stay and then tried to invite herself along all to the negative responses of her boyfriend.
“But, but... you can't just leave me here!” The whining lilt to her voice grated on his nerves and he grit his teeth, closing his eyes as he waited for Kyung's response.
“But but... I totally can. There's only room for me at Jaehyo's, so stay and have fun.” And suddenly Kyung was sounding far more sober then he had moments ago and it kind of bothered Jaehyo. Because normally Kyung would just ignore the girl and they'd continue on to the hummer or to the cab or whatever vehicle was taking them back to his place. There had never been this suddenly sober Kyung telling the girl off, clinging to Jaehyo like a lover would. It was surprising and he didn't know what to make of it.
The girlfriend opened her mouth to start screaming but Kyung turned around and started pulling Jaehyo along after him, choosing now to start ignoring her, not bothering to stay for the fireworks that would be her reaction to Kyung blowing her off. It was almost humorous if it wasn't so suspicious. And when they reached the hummer, all Kyung did was smile and turn on the radio. There was no speaking until they pulled into the parking lot underneath Jaehyo's building. And that was only to question the quality of liquor the elder had upstairs.
It didn't take too long before they were both equally drunk and rolling around in made up wrestling positions on the floor in front of the TV. Kyung had turned on some weird American fighting show and decided they need to try out some of the moves, though they were both too drunk to formulate any of them properly and it was really just them rolling around and groping each other. Which Jaehyo was fine with really, he was happy to grope Kyung of course and he was even more happy with Kyung groping him. Even if they were supposed to be fighting moves.
After a particularly long sleeper hold from Kyung, Jaehyo rolled over onto his back to catch his breath, closing his eyes and spreading his limbs out. He was drunkenly unaware of the eyes raking over his form, of the smirk crawling across Kyung's lips, of anything really considering his eyes were closed. Until he felt a weight settling on his lap, that is, anyway.
“Huh? Kyungie?” He smiled slightly as he opened his eyes to look up at the other, cheeks flushed and an obvious reaction stirring in his pants from the weight of his friend straddling his hips.
“Jaehyo... that isn't your belt is it?” Kyung smirked, only swaying slightly even though he should have been rendered useless from all the booze pumped through his system. Unless they'd burned off quite a bit with their rough housing. Jaehyo couldn't be sure and he didn't particularly care too much either, at least not anymore with Kyung's face coming closer, hips shifting deliciously against his own.
“Mm...I think you know that it isn't.” Jaehyo hummed softly, licking his lips and closing his eyes for a moment, trying to collect himself for what he was sure couldn't be happening. Though it definitely was happening and the feeling of Kyung's lips sliding across his own was something he'd been craving since he'd discovered his feelings for the younger man.
His hands slid across Kyung's thighs and around to rest comfortably on the other's ass, squeezing slightly and bringing Kyung's body closer. Their lips moved against each other, seeming to fit perfectly, everything Jaehyo had fantasized about. Aside from the fact that in his fantasies they were usually sober and very used to manipulating each other's bodies. But even though this was new and it was tentative even in their inebriated states, it was everything he could have asked for and more. It was him and it was Kyung and it was Kyung wanting to touch him and be close to him and even if it was just this one time, if nothing came of it but this one experience being so close to his friend, that was okay. At least he'd experience it and he'd enjoy it and he wouldn't ever ask for anything from anyone... until the next year.
“Jaehyo...take me to bed?” Kyung's voice was quiet and his breath was hot where it washed over Jaehyo's ear and the elder shivered and nodded his head, grazing his teeth against Kyung's neck slightly before he let the rapper pull them up and lead the way to the familiar room. And on the way there, Jaehyo had to be sure to pinch himself just to make sure he wasn't dreaming about any of this actually happening.
Then he was being pushed onto his bed and Kyung was on top of him again and Jaehyo was practically purring, their lips locked, their hips grinding. And then he was flipping them, dominating the other man and pinning his wrists to the bed, nipping and sucking at Kyung's lips and neck, sliding one of his hands down to tug at the other's shirt, pulling it off and chucking it across the room. Even if this was a mistake, he was going to take advantage of it. He was going to enjoy it even if in the morning, Kyung was gone or just couldn't look him in the eye. It would be okay because it had happened though it would kill him if it never happened again.
He slid his lips across Kyung's chest, working his way down the younger man's body, pausing to nip and suck at protruding collar bones and perky nipples. It was almost surreal that this was happening, maybe it was just a really real hallucination; but even if that's all it was, he'd take it for all it was worth. Even a fantasy about having his way with Kyung was better then nothing sometimes. Though if the way that Kyung tugged on his hair was any indication, this was definitely real and Jaehyo almost couldn't believe it.
He slid his tongue across Kyung's belly, dipping into his navel before he was pulling back to unbuckle the other's belt, tugging the pants off and tossing them off the bed with his own shirt. Kyung wasn't wearing anything underneath his pants, how come he hadn't noticed that earlier? When his hands were inadvertently groping all over the other's crotch. Probably because he was still way too drunk to notice things like that. And Kyung was also hard and dripping, his cock arching proudly out of his body and looking like it had been erect for far too long. The rapper whimpered slightly, his fingers in Jaehyo's hair tugging and pushing the elder's head closer.
Jaehyo smirked slightly and circled his fingers around the base, sliding his tongue and teeth across the bottom until he could suck teasingly at the head. Kyung groaned his name and Jaehyo was shivering, moaning softly as he slid the other's cock further into his mouth and sucking lightly. Of course, all of this was just a pleasantry, because he wasn't going to let the younger man come without his being inside of him. This was just teasing because he was an ass and he was pretty sure Kyung knew that, that this wouldn't be satisfying at all until he was begging for it on his hands and knees.
But perhaps Jaehyo wouldn't let Kyung get that far, he bobbed his head a few times, hollowing his cheeks and moaning softly around the other's cock before he was pulling back completely. Smirking at Kyung's disappointed moan before he rolled the other onto his stomach, pulling his hips up so Kyung had his knees under him, ass in the air enticingly.
“Jaehyo...” Kyung moaned softly, hands sliding between his own legs as he pressed his face into the bed, waiting for whatever it was Jaehyo was going to do. This was, of course, his first experience with another guy but it wasn't the first time he'd thought about it. And it wasn't the first time he'd called out Jaehyo's name in the throes of passion and he was pretty sure it wouldn't be the last time either. Because even if nothing came of this, even though Kyung was perfectly straight, he still wanted Jaehyo more then he wanted any girl. And he couldn't even explain it.
“Mm, Kyung...so sexy.” Jaehyo's voice washed over him and he almost wished he could see what the other was doing. And then he was tensing because Jaehyo was spreading his ass cheeks, blowing lightly on his hole before there was something wet sliding over it. He knew what was happening, he knew what this was, even if he'd never felt it before, he'd seen what rimming was in porn. He bit his lip and pressed his hips back against Jaehyo's mouth, trying not to moan too loudly or needily.
Jaehyo did it again, just that light slide of tongue over the area and Kyung whined slightly. Then he felt the glob of spit, he assumed, sliding across the area before Jaehyo's fingers were massaging it in, one finger dipping into Kyung's entrance before pulling out to be replaced with his tongue. That tongue that was suddenly doing sinful things to his body what with the way it was being pressed inside of him, Jaehyo pressing a finger in slightly alongside his tongue. This was something the elder had always wanted to do, but he'd never done it. Even with any of his other partners; though he had had it done to him once or twice.
He pulled back to spit on his fingers and Kyung's hole again, pressing his finger in further before adding a second, sliding his lips across the other's ass cheek slightly before he pulled back to watch his fingers. Prepping was kind of mind numbing, he enjoyed it, but it was one of those things that unless you could formulate enough thoughts to string together a dirty sentence or two, it was almost boring. Except for those little sounds Kyung was making and obviously trying so hard not to make. He liked those and he was pretty sure they'd only get louder.
After an ample amount of probing, scissoring and curling his fingers inside the other, Jaehyo pulled his fingers out much to Kyung's chagrin. He smirked slightly when Kyung pushed his ass back, searching for more contact; and all Jaehyo rewarded him with was a teasing bite on one cheek. Then he was kneeling behind the other, pushing his pants and boxers down around his knees and kicking them off unceremoniously.
“You ready?” Jaehyo hummed softly, knowing that it was hardly possible that Kyung could actually be ready. He'd never done this before with a guy and a bit of tongue action and some stretching could never really prepare a virgin for the feeling of being filled. Jaehyo liked it well enough, though he did prefer doing the filling; but it was possible that Kyung would hate it. Wouldn't be able to get passed the pain and feel the pleasure, and that was what could ruin a moment.
“Mm... Jaehyo... just.... fuck.” Jaehyo wondered if it was the alcohol that caused the other's incoherence or if Kyung was still reeling from those small teasing sensations he'd elicited in the younger a moment earlier. Either way it was promising, he smiled slightly and pressed himself in, not holding back the moan of pleasure as he was practically sucked into that tight heat.
Though he did have the sense to stop and give Kyung a moment. He wasn't a selfish lover by any means and he wanted it to be equally enjoyable for them. And it was obvious by the awkward yell that right then, with Jaehyo inside him for the first (and hopefully not last) time that he wasn't enjoying it right then. The ulzzang pressed light kisses on Kyung's shoulders, nipping and sucking slightly as his hands moved to tease the boy's nipples and then down further to stroke his cock lightly. All the while murmuring small words of comfort, trying to calm the near sobs as Kyung struggled to get used to the feeling. It was different for everyone their first time, he supposed Kyung really hadn't expected a feeling quite like what he was getting.
“Nng....Jaehyo....shut the fuck up.” Kyung growled slightly, voice rough as he struggled not to moan too much, not wanting to be too girly about this. He glanced over his shoulder, cheeks pink and eyes glazed with lust, his hips moving back slightly and an involuntary sound forced from his lips. “Just fuck me already.” He was panting and it hurt but it felt good all at once. He was full and it was weird and it stretched him awkwardly but it was a good feeling, either way he thought about it. And the idea that it was Jaehyo made it even better.
And then Jaehyo was moving, hips hitting his ass, thighs against thighs, that delicious friction that sent shivers down his spine. He was coming undone almost instantly, burying his face against the pillow to stifle his moans. There was something he didn't like, the way this position, these feelings made him sound almost like a girl, loud and higher pitched. He sounded needy to his own ears and he wondered if that might be annoying. But then again, the way that Jaehyo was also moaning he was pretty sure he didn't care what Kyung sounded like, or maybe he liked it.
Jaehyo twisted his fingers in Kyung's hair slightly, tugging gently to get the other's face out of the pillows. “Kyung, let me hear you...fuck... you're so hot.” Jaehyo groaned softly, biting into Kyung's shoulder and fucking into the other man rather hard, fingers tight on Kyung's hip. The sound of skin against skin filled the room, the scent of sex wafted around them and their sighs and moans reverberated off all surfaces. The elder almost wondered if his neighbours would complain. But he didn't really care either way, this was something he'd wanted for too long to let either of them hold back.
He pulled out, smirking at the whiny little noise that Kyung released, and flipped the other over. “I want to see your face...” He said the words softly, situating himself comfortably before he was pressing in again. Kyung arched and cried out at the different angle, face flushed and expression almost flabbergasted that sex this way could feel so good. That he could enjoy it so much with another guy, but here he was and he was definitely enjoying it.
“Fuck... faster... I'm going to come..” He said the words quietly, wrapping his legs tightly around Jaehyo's waist to urge him on, his own hand coming between them to jerk himself off, gasping slightly and trying his best to meet Jaehyo's thrusts.
Jaehyo hummed softly in appreciation at the sight, quickening his pace and leaning over the other, dropping a light nipping kiss on Kyung's lips. His hand pushed Kyungs out of the way and he started stroking in time with his thrusts into the other, fingers tight around the other's length. Their lips continued to meet in slow, desperate kisses; breath and voices mingling as they reached a frenzied pitch. Both of them so close and so far gone that nothing else mattered but getting off.
“Aahn... shit...” Kyung clutched at Jaehyo, nails digging into the elder's back as he came, shooting it on their chests and Jaehyo's hand. And moments later the ulzzang was groaning out Kyung's name and the rapper groaned at the odd sensation of being filled with the other man's come.
In the morning, Jaehyo turned over in bed and groaned softly as the light hit his eyelids. It felt way too early to be up after a night of drinking and fucking. He couldn't even remember what had happened specifically after that first time with Kyung, though he did remember that it didn't stop there. His brows furrowed slightly and he opened his eyes to look around, mildly surprised when he turned over and found Kyung's eyes brazenly trained on him.
“Hey... you feeling alright?” Jaehyo smiled slightly, shifting so he could properly face the other boy, ignoring the fact that they were both still naked and he could definitely use some morning sex to help with his headache. He rubbed his face slightly and then shifted himself closer, encouraged by the other's lack of a rejection to the move.
Kyung nodded slightly, tugging the blanket a little closer around him and biting his lip. “A little sore and hung over but yeah... I'm feeling pretty great.” A small smile tugged it's way onto the rapper's lips and Jaehyo nodded his head, feeling better from the admission. Kyung's hand came up from the blanket, holding his phone and he pulled up a text thread and laughed softly, turning it to show Jaehyo. “She's not too pleased though.”
Jaehyo's eyes slid over the messages and he shrugged slightly, eyes amused. “I didn't think she would be... they never are when you choose me over them.” He laughed softly and shook his head, reaching a hand over to move the phone, fingers sliding over Kyung's almost absently. “Though I will admit that last night was different then any other party night...” He flushed slightly and then looked back up at Kyung, pursing his lips and looking mildly hopeful, hand covering the younger boy's.
“Ah...yeah...I think that was a long time coming... you just... invade my thoughts all the time. And then I couldn't help myself last night.” He bit his cheek slightly and shrugged, shoving his fingers between Jaehyo's and smiling sheepishly. “Jiho told me... that you've liked me for a long time this morning... is that true?” He looked bravely at the ulzzang, obviously ready for a rejection of some sort. Eyes widening in surprise when Jaehyo simply moved closer in the bed and pressed their lips together.
“I don't know how he knew, but yeah. I probably never would have said anything though so... I'm glad you couldn't help yourself.” He laughed softly, nodding as he slid his arms around the other and pulled him closer.
“Yeah...me too.” Kyung sighed softly, cheeks red but expression content as he let himself relax in Jaehyo's embrace. He'd probably never admit to liking the sex or having fantasized about the older boy, but he was glad it had happened. And he was excited to see where it would take them.
Though of course, that would be after they both slept for a little longer.