Changes in me

Oct 31, 2010 18:50

I sense changes in me today...
I used to like shopping alone, quietly at my own pace.

yet today...
i totally no mood and feels lonely
even playing jubeat twice doesn't lift up my mood.
does shopping and spend $50 when i dun have that money to spend for this month also dun cheer me up.
visit library and yet wondering around aimlessly.
shopping too. i used to shop with things i want to get in mind. dun have means i move to next shop and continue shopping or go home.
yet now? i am dragging my feet and move around aimlessly, moodless..

i think i had got used to diana shopping with me
or people sms or msn me while i walk.
today is totally very silence
which makes me feels damn sad.

additional,
he msn me in the morning
say he got into accident and got scratches.
now he is so happy abt the damage of the bike.
i seriously think he duno how worried i am.

i totally speechless and moodless now...
abt the whole thing today..
i am just a loner...

life

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