Here Goes Nothing.
Sometimes, it hits me that I'm actually leaving; and though I'm looking forward to it just to see what kind of new life I can make for myself, I'm still very, very afraid. There are so many things I'm worried about, and some are stupider than others (I admit, here and now, that I am very worried that my online friends who are already in Japan will hate me if they meet me in person). But, it's fear all the same, and I don't like it.
I need to get a lot of things done this weekend, but I'm also very tired...I've been working too much, probably. However, there's not much I can do about that, and I'm really hoping that I can drag myself out this weekend...I pretty much have to.
Clearly, though, I am tired. Granted, some of that could probably be since I had my first energy drink ever in my life today (a Java Monster; it actually wasn't bad, taste-wise, but obviously I crashed pretty hard in the middle of the day).
However, I did score a copy of Photoshop Elements from work, and my laptop shipped.
Coincidentally, I booked my airline tickets today; I'm leaving August 12.
Gods save me.
I need to get a lot of things done this weekend, but I'm also very tired...I've been working too much, probably. However, there's not much I can do about that, and I'm really hoping that I can drag myself out this weekend...I pretty much have to.
Clearly, though, I am tired. Granted, some of that could probably be since I had my first energy drink ever in my life today (a Java Monster; it actually wasn't bad, taste-wise, but obviously I crashed pretty hard in the middle of the day).
However, I did score a copy of Photoshop Elements from work, and my laptop shipped.
Coincidentally, I booked my airline tickets today; I'm leaving August 12.
Gods save me.