Well, I've lost count again as to how many days I've been clean. I'm pretty sure I've passed 50 days now, or I'm approaching. Either way, it doesn't matter, all that matters is that I'm still counting. The length on the top of my head is still considerably shorter than all the rest, so I've been seriously contemplating a dramatic haircut upon ( Read more... )

Okay guys, here we go again. I think, now, I will be trying again. Trying for the third time to put a stop to this cycle of trich in my life. I am going to try Habit Reversal Training, which requires me to notice the habits and trends of my pulling in order to notice and intercept. I already know those habits, from previous points in time when I ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of Tarot card reading recently. I have one deck that has never let me down and always gives me accurate readings. I often do readings for people who tend to doubt me or my deck, and in order to demonstrate that it's not really a joke, I do their reading without them telling me their inquiry or their situation. Most of the time ( Read more... )

I wonder if one of these days I'll be able to magically stop pulling my hair out and I'll be able to look back on this experience, if not fondly, at least able to appreciate it for making me the person I am. I've quit it twice, and both times been mercilessly thrown back to it at a weak point.

At this point, I'm not quite there yet. I hate having ( Read more... )