I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

I feel guilty and heavy and like a letdown...
Like I am the thing other people are disappointed by.

And that's not far off.

I'm grumpy today. Went to bed grumpy last night, woke up still grumpy, and just continued to be grumpy. I don't know if feeling grumpy has been the trigger, but whatever happened I have been pulling hair all day today and have been unable to stop it, no matter what I try.

I was doing database searches all day for work, and it's all for images. Our ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder how it is that I ended up with a guy who cares about me like Alex does. Actually, just how I ended up with a guy like him. And how I got such great friends both at home and at school. I hope that I keep these people with me for the rest of my life.

I have been pulling less since I am staying strictly on my wellbutrin in the ( Read more... )

That I hate when people continue on as if nothing's even happened? They snap at you, or you at them, but they'll just breeze past it a minute later without even acknowledging that something, probably upsetting, happened ( Read more... )

Well, I've just finished the last Spring Break of my college career. That's a rather weird feeling, if I acknowledge it. Since I prefer not to acknowledge that, then it's just Spring break is over, therefore it's back to work. Spring break was nice. I saw both parents for a little bit, a lot of Sarah and Andrew, and a bit of Meghan and Rynn, all of ( Read more... )

Genericon was a lovely time. It's a pretty tiny con, so there's not a whole lot going on, but I love how people will remember you ( Read more... )

It is nothing short of a miracle that I have not continued to lose hair at the rate I was losing it a few days ago. I've got those obnoxious tufts at the crown of my head now, but they'll pass in a few months ( Read more... )

• I annoy everyone
• I piss off everyone
• The way I act is annoying
• How I approach situations is obviously wrong
• Since I approach it wrong, clearly I fucked it up in the first place

...And then that music changes to a hardcore remix of Stand My Ground by Nightwish. Oh Pandora, you tease. Then more piano music and then some K-pop ( Read more... )