It Is Always Rainy in Michgan...
This past weekend was great. I got to spend time with Mike, his family (including uncle and cousins) and Megan. Being in Indianapolis made me realize just how shitty and boring Michigan is, reinforcing my hatred towards this state. I would love to move to Indy, there is always so much going on, and it's absolutely amazing. Mike's fam. is the best.
My sister is lucky. She gets to move to Florida, possibly before next semester even. I get to stay in snow, being miserable, hiding under blankets wishing next year will roll around when I'm not paying attention so I can just move....
Along with that, I am just feeling so out of place. I have a wonderful, amazing boyfriend. I have great friends and my sister here with me. I am getting straight A's in all 6 classes. I found a great job. I got accepted into Psi Chi (which means I'm in the top 35% of my class), and I am doing very amazing neuro-testing research for Grand Valley under one of my professors. I just got a 92% on my physiological psychology midterm, I am working out and going to football games and S.H.O.U.L.D be having the time of my life right now, but I'm not. There is something terribly wrong. My life is great right now, I have everything I could possibly ask for. Yet, I feel like I am at a standstill, a complete halt. Reality is setting in more and more for me--- I am slowly coming to terms with Mike leaving in a couple months. I don't know where I want to apply to grad school. I need to start working. I hate cold weather. I am sick ALL the time. Every little thing is annoying the piss out of me. I'm just so irritated and unhappy I can't function properly anymore. Fuck.
Side Note: On the way to Indy I told Megan that I wanted a Phantom (the car) and that if I ever even got to sit in one I would probably die. Come to find out Mike's uncle is almost positive he's buying a Phantom.... OMG. I might pass out.
I need a week break, giant carmel macciato, never-ending backrub and warm weather--including the beach & palm trees.
Only 7 more weeks of school. Only 4 more weeks until my 21st. Sweet, finally.
Time to study for my bio lab quiz. I have to maintain my 100% in there...lol.
My sister is lucky. She gets to move to Florida, possibly before next semester even. I get to stay in snow, being miserable, hiding under blankets wishing next year will roll around when I'm not paying attention so I can just move....
Along with that, I am just feeling so out of place. I have a wonderful, amazing boyfriend. I have great friends and my sister here with me. I am getting straight A's in all 6 classes. I found a great job. I got accepted into Psi Chi (which means I'm in the top 35% of my class), and I am doing very amazing neuro-testing research for Grand Valley under one of my professors. I just got a 92% on my physiological psychology midterm, I am working out and going to football games and S.H.O.U.L.D be having the time of my life right now, but I'm not. There is something terribly wrong. My life is great right now, I have everything I could possibly ask for. Yet, I feel like I am at a standstill, a complete halt. Reality is setting in more and more for me--- I am slowly coming to terms with Mike leaving in a couple months. I don't know where I want to apply to grad school. I need to start working. I hate cold weather. I am sick ALL the time. Every little thing is annoying the piss out of me. I'm just so irritated and unhappy I can't function properly anymore. Fuck.
Side Note: On the way to Indy I told Megan that I wanted a Phantom (the car) and that if I ever even got to sit in one I would probably die. Come to find out Mike's uncle is almost positive he's buying a Phantom.... OMG. I might pass out.
I need a week break, giant carmel macciato, never-ending backrub and warm weather--including the beach & palm trees.
Only 7 more weeks of school. Only 4 more weeks until my 21st. Sweet, finally.
Time to study for my bio lab quiz. I have to maintain my 100% in there...lol.