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ok well it's been a while since i've written here but i've been goin through alot lately!! everyone has there ups and downs but up until the last week or sooo everything wuz just downhill and now this week it's going back down again!! school is really frustrating!! i'm working really hard and studying alot but it's getting me nowhere....i'm literally failing every test i take!! i'm definatley gonna fail history and possbily sociology! i never thought of myself as stupid but lately i really dunno, i can't pass anything! it's soooo annoying and i'm just gettin frustrated about it dlkaldsjlksdj bla and this being alone thing really sucks lately!! i feel like things would b easier if i could just cuddle and be held and i don't care how corny that sounds but it's true....that one little bit of reassurance would be nice!! i've got plenty of female friends here but only a handful of guy friends....it would b nice for someone to set me up or soemthgin but that would probably be a waste of time becuase they would take one look at me and turn and RUN!!! grrrrrr see now that i'm bla i'm gettin depressed and upset bout my apperance and i really didn't wanna go there but everything just always seems to come back to that!! blaaaaa ok so can i cry now?? i'm gonna go b/c if i keep crying i will.....nite