Jaejoong's Betrayal (Chapter 4)
He sighed helplessly, re-dialling Yoochun’s number for the fourth time. Was he that upset that he would continue to ignore Yunho for the next week?
Yunho rubbed his temple. “Why can’t he see that I’m sorry?” He muttered slamming the phone down onto the counter, when it just went to his voice mail instead.
Yoochun wasn’t the type to hold grudges. For anything. That’s what he learned when he told the younger boy about how he treated his hyung. He was angry and first, upset also evident in his dark eyes but give a few weeks he forgave Yunho.
The older man didn’t expect any kind of forgiveness for his disgusting act; he thought that Yoochun would hate him for eternity.
And the idea of that frightened him more than he imagined.
He drew in a deep breath slowly, leaning his head against the latter’s door. His hand played with his phone as he sat and waited for Yoochun to come home.
“You’re so pretttttyyy Joongie~!” a new freshman sang, lovingly hugging onto the older juniors waist.
The older boy giggled, blushing slightly.
“You’re so cuteee~!!” he grinned laughing.
Jaejoong blushed harder, which resulted in him coving his face with his hands.
Students stood in awe, watching as the freshman shamelessly flirted with the Yunho’s boyfriend.
“What is he doing?!” the girl whispered
“Who is he? I bet he’s Jaejoong’s other boyfriend! Look at the way he’s blushing.” Another girl with pigtails bitched. “Yunho oppa deserves better. He’s such a slut”
“Yay! Chunnie!! Your making me blush~” he pouted.
Yoochun laughed and pinched his cheeks placing a kiss on those pouty lips teasingly.
Yunho would was walking into school, his smiled greeting people happily; like he normally did. But today felt different, it seemed as if everyone was on edge.
And he couldn’t figure for the life of him why. He furred his eyebrows. “Hey Donghae what’s wrong with everyone today?”
Donghae looked down “Umm”
“What?” Yunho inquired, eyebrows rose
“There’s a freshman, at outside Class 2C with Jaejoong and-”
“With Jaejoong?” Yunho suddenly felt panic hit him.
“Yeah..” he played with his hands “there’s so rumours saying that the guys being flirting and getting... touchy with Jae.”
Yunho’s eyes widened. “What!” he ran his hand though his hair in frustration “what’s his name?” he said calmly.
“..Ummm I-”
Yunho grabbed Donghae’s shirt pulling him closer “WHATS HIS NAME DAMN IT!” he shouted, catching everyone’s attention.
“I-I don’t I don’t know” he stuttered.
Yunho threw him out of his grasp and headed to class 2C.
There were some student there watching the ‘sweet’ scene, he forced his way through the crown and grabbed Jaejoong.
“What the HELL are you doing?” he shouted.
This startled the beauty as he winced at his boyfriend’s volume. “Yunnie don’t shout”
“You can call me Yunnie when you’ve been flirting with him?!” he said sharply pointing at the younger boy.
Jaejoong’s eyes widened.
But then something unexpected happed, he started to laugh.
Uncontrollably
Everyone was shocked by this, even Yunho was taken aback.
“w-why are you laughing?” he asked.
The younger boy finally got a hold of himself, drying away the tears he had. “He’s my brother pabo, Yoochun. Like I told you” he said.
He walked over to Yoochun and smiled hugging him.
Yunho was dumb fond “he’s...Yoochun?”
Yoochun looked at Yunho “Yes! It’s the almighty prince Yoochun! Bow my subjects~”
Jaejoong hit him playfully. “Ignore him, he’s so greasy its him charm”
Yunho walked over. “Jae, I’m sorry.” He scratched his neck sheepishly.
Jaejoong leaned over to him ear “hummm, then I guess I’ll have to punish you” he whispered sexily, licking and biting his ear.
Yunho smirked.
“YAHH! Stop being perverted Hyung! ” Yoochun said coving his ears.
The couple laughed.
He shook his head, trying to rid himself of the clear memory.
***
Jaejoong smiled. "Chun"
Yoochun looked over, placing down his music sheets on the piano. "Yeah Hyung?"
"I was thinking, maybe you could come over for dinner tomorrow..”
Yoochun smiled in approval nodding his head “I’d love to Jae”
'YAYYY!” He threw his arms around the younger man hugging him tightly.
The latter couldn’t help but grin.
He released his grip and settles down on the chair he had occupied.
Now..what should I cook?' he though allowed, placing his hand under his chin.
Without him even realising you could see the way that his eyes smiled.
"Were finally getting out old Jaejoong back"
***
With a heavy heart Yunho stood up. "It looks like he won't be coming home any time soon" he glanced briefly at his watch; the hands turning to quarter past eleven.
His face twisting in disappointment.
He sighed, dusting his off his expensive trousers. Yunho made his way down, getting into the lift and descended to the ground floor. He turned his head where spotted a familiar man walked to his apartment; a grin plastered on the latter’s lips.
Yoochun ended the call, shaking his head. "Jae you’re so crazy" he chuckled softly.
Ask he was walked towards the lift he found someone blocking it.
"Chun, I thought about what you said and-"
"Yunho. I'm tired. Please move out the way, so I can get into the lift" he said coldly.
Yunho frowned at his friend’s tone “I wanted to-”
Yoochun pushed passed him; in an attempt to rid himself of Yunho’s presence. But it seemed like Lady Luck didn’t approve of it as he felt the older man’s fingers tighten around his slim wrist.
"Chun, for God's sake I’m trying to apologise! At least give me a chance to explain!" he sighed in frustration.
Yoochun's eyes clocked in darkness. "Maybe I don’t want to forgive you." he said simply. “Maybe I’m so feed up of this bullshit, your bullshit that I don’t want your apologies”
Yunho gritted his teeth. "We’ve been friends for so long. Why are you throwing that away over a stupid fight?"
"stupid?" he breathed out in amazement, fists clenched as he tried to control his flaming temper.
“You just don’t get it do you?”
“I’m trying to Yoochun! But everyone’s always making it so much harder! I was stupid, senseless. I only thought about me and myself, not Jaejoong, not how he felt. But I’m trying to make up for that! I’m trying so God damn hard! But all you see are my flaws, how am I spouse to fix this if you won’t give me the time of day?” He breathed out heavily.
Yoochun’s jaw tightens, eyes looking into the distance. “You’re still the same Yunho.”
He shook his head. “You care about my brother?” The dark haired male laughed sorely. “You’re ignorant Yunho. What makes you think that you have to -- as you say ‘make it right?’ Love isn’t a perfectly beautiful feeling that leaves you content” his eyes glazed over “what makes you think that it is?”
A few seconds remained silent before Yoochun’s voice filled the void.
“Love is painful. Love cuts deeper -- and deeper into your soul until is left ripped and bleeding from the inside. It fills a void that we think makes us complete, but in reality it only makes that void bigger. Filling us with lust and making us delude our self with thinking that what we share is significant. Love is pain, an ache that your heart leaches off. It can destroy you to no return. Consume your very existence. So I’ll ask you again Yunho, why do you have to make it right?”
The older man eyes were fixed on those of Yoochun’s. “Because we’re only human Yoochun. We fuck up, we say things that intend to hurt the ones we love. We do things that make them feel like they’re nothing. But we all deserve a chance to redeem ourselves. Were not perfect. Pain is what drives us to do better, to be better. I’m not a saint, no one is. I want Jaejoong to know that I still love him, that my every breath is for him, I want his forgiveness.”
“Your love is what scared him. He always deserved so much more then what you are. If forgiveness is what you want, go pray to God; because love is the last thing, that I’ll let you hurt him with again. Life can lead us to un-happy endings. You had your chance, and you fucked it up. ”
He got into the lift pressing the button “Move on. Jaejoong already has”
The doors closed and Yunho was left as a crumpled mess on the floor.
Jaejoong had already moved on.
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Yunho rubbed his temple. “Why can’t he see that I’m sorry?” He muttered slamming the phone down onto the counter, when it just went to his voice mail instead.
Yoochun wasn’t the type to hold grudges. For anything. That’s what he learned when he told the younger boy about how he treated his hyung. He was angry and first, upset also evident in his dark eyes but give a few weeks he forgave Yunho.
The older man didn’t expect any kind of forgiveness for his disgusting act; he thought that Yoochun would hate him for eternity.
And the idea of that frightened him more than he imagined.
He drew in a deep breath slowly, leaning his head against the latter’s door. His hand played with his phone as he sat and waited for Yoochun to come home.
“You’re so pretttttyyy Joongie~!” a new freshman sang, lovingly hugging onto the older juniors waist.
The older boy giggled, blushing slightly.
“You’re so cuteee~!!” he grinned laughing.
Jaejoong blushed harder, which resulted in him coving his face with his hands.
Students stood in awe, watching as the freshman shamelessly flirted with the Yunho’s boyfriend.
“What is he doing?!” the girl whispered
“Who is he? I bet he’s Jaejoong’s other boyfriend! Look at the way he’s blushing.” Another girl with pigtails bitched. “Yunho oppa deserves better. He’s such a slut”
“Yay! Chunnie!! Your making me blush~” he pouted.
Yoochun laughed and pinched his cheeks placing a kiss on those pouty lips teasingly.
Yunho would was walking into school, his smiled greeting people happily; like he normally did. But today felt different, it seemed as if everyone was on edge.
And he couldn’t figure for the life of him why. He furred his eyebrows. “Hey Donghae what’s wrong with everyone today?”
Donghae looked down “Umm”
“What?” Yunho inquired, eyebrows rose
“There’s a freshman, at outside Class 2C with Jaejoong and-”
“With Jaejoong?” Yunho suddenly felt panic hit him.
“Yeah..” he played with his hands “there’s so rumours saying that the guys being flirting and getting... touchy with Jae.”
Yunho’s eyes widened. “What!” he ran his hand though his hair in frustration “what’s his name?” he said calmly.
“..Ummm I-”
Yunho grabbed Donghae’s shirt pulling him closer “WHATS HIS NAME DAMN IT!” he shouted, catching everyone’s attention.
“I-I don’t I don’t know” he stuttered.
Yunho threw him out of his grasp and headed to class 2C.
There were some student there watching the ‘sweet’ scene, he forced his way through the crown and grabbed Jaejoong.
“What the HELL are you doing?” he shouted.
This startled the beauty as he winced at his boyfriend’s volume. “Yunnie don’t shout”
“You can call me Yunnie when you’ve been flirting with him?!” he said sharply pointing at the younger boy.
Jaejoong’s eyes widened.
But then something unexpected happed, he started to laugh.
Uncontrollably
Everyone was shocked by this, even Yunho was taken aback.
“w-why are you laughing?” he asked.
The younger boy finally got a hold of himself, drying away the tears he had. “He’s my brother pabo, Yoochun. Like I told you” he said.
He walked over to Yoochun and smiled hugging him.
Yunho was dumb fond “he’s...Yoochun?”
Yoochun looked at Yunho “Yes! It’s the almighty prince Yoochun! Bow my subjects~”
Jaejoong hit him playfully. “Ignore him, he’s so greasy its him charm”
Yunho walked over. “Jae, I’m sorry.” He scratched his neck sheepishly.
Jaejoong leaned over to him ear “hummm, then I guess I’ll have to punish you” he whispered sexily, licking and biting his ear.
Yunho smirked.
“YAHH! Stop being perverted Hyung! ” Yoochun said coving his ears.
The couple laughed.
He shook his head, trying to rid himself of the clear memory.
***
Jaejoong smiled. "Chun"
Yoochun looked over, placing down his music sheets on the piano. "Yeah Hyung?"
"I was thinking, maybe you could come over for dinner tomorrow..”
Yoochun smiled in approval nodding his head “I’d love to Jae”
'YAYYY!” He threw his arms around the younger man hugging him tightly.
The latter couldn’t help but grin.
He released his grip and settles down on the chair he had occupied.
Now..what should I cook?' he though allowed, placing his hand under his chin.
Without him even realising you could see the way that his eyes smiled.
"Were finally getting out old Jaejoong back"
***
With a heavy heart Yunho stood up. "It looks like he won't be coming home any time soon" he glanced briefly at his watch; the hands turning to quarter past eleven.
His face twisting in disappointment.
He sighed, dusting his off his expensive trousers. Yunho made his way down, getting into the lift and descended to the ground floor. He turned his head where spotted a familiar man walked to his apartment; a grin plastered on the latter’s lips.
Yoochun ended the call, shaking his head. "Jae you’re so crazy" he chuckled softly.
Ask he was walked towards the lift he found someone blocking it.
"Chun, I thought about what you said and-"
"Yunho. I'm tired. Please move out the way, so I can get into the lift" he said coldly.
Yunho frowned at his friend’s tone “I wanted to-”
Yoochun pushed passed him; in an attempt to rid himself of Yunho’s presence. But it seemed like Lady Luck didn’t approve of it as he felt the older man’s fingers tighten around his slim wrist.
"Chun, for God's sake I’m trying to apologise! At least give me a chance to explain!" he sighed in frustration.
Yoochun's eyes clocked in darkness. "Maybe I don’t want to forgive you." he said simply. “Maybe I’m so feed up of this bullshit, your bullshit that I don’t want your apologies”
Yunho gritted his teeth. "We’ve been friends for so long. Why are you throwing that away over a stupid fight?"
"stupid?" he breathed out in amazement, fists clenched as he tried to control his flaming temper.
“You just don’t get it do you?”
“I’m trying to Yoochun! But everyone’s always making it so much harder! I was stupid, senseless. I only thought about me and myself, not Jaejoong, not how he felt. But I’m trying to make up for that! I’m trying so God damn hard! But all you see are my flaws, how am I spouse to fix this if you won’t give me the time of day?” He breathed out heavily.
Yoochun’s jaw tightens, eyes looking into the distance. “You’re still the same Yunho.”
He shook his head. “You care about my brother?” The dark haired male laughed sorely. “You’re ignorant Yunho. What makes you think that you have to -- as you say ‘make it right?’ Love isn’t a perfectly beautiful feeling that leaves you content” his eyes glazed over “what makes you think that it is?”
A few seconds remained silent before Yoochun’s voice filled the void.
“Love is painful. Love cuts deeper -- and deeper into your soul until is left ripped and bleeding from the inside. It fills a void that we think makes us complete, but in reality it only makes that void bigger. Filling us with lust and making us delude our self with thinking that what we share is significant. Love is pain, an ache that your heart leaches off. It can destroy you to no return. Consume your very existence. So I’ll ask you again Yunho, why do you have to make it right?”
The older man eyes were fixed on those of Yoochun’s. “Because we’re only human Yoochun. We fuck up, we say things that intend to hurt the ones we love. We do things that make them feel like they’re nothing. But we all deserve a chance to redeem ourselves. Were not perfect. Pain is what drives us to do better, to be better. I’m not a saint, no one is. I want Jaejoong to know that I still love him, that my every breath is for him, I want his forgiveness.”
“Your love is what scared him. He always deserved so much more then what you are. If forgiveness is what you want, go pray to God; because love is the last thing, that I’ll let you hurt him with again. Life can lead us to un-happy endings. You had your chance, and you fucked it up. ”
He got into the lift pressing the button “Move on. Jaejoong already has”
The doors closed and Yunho was left as a crumpled mess on the floor.
Jaejoong had already moved on.
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