Tonight
Tonight
NC-17
Drabble
Angst angst angst
YunJae (ChangMin isn’t mentioned but the other man is him :D )
JaeJoong was marring ChangMin and there was nothing YunHo could do but pretend that for that night JaeJoong loved him just as much as he did too.
"Please don't marry him. Please Jae-ah." he felt himself break just that little bit more. But this was his fault. Gut curling and heart dropping throat closing, it all made it so much harder to live, knowing that the love of his life was marrying his best friend.
A kiss, it felt like poison on his lips but that was all he would ever get. He would savour it and let it slowly kill him.
Tonight, because he only had him for tonight.
JaeJoong warm lips kissed a burning trail across YunHo's jaw. YunHo's fingers pressed painfully into the raven's hips his eyes shut tightly. Wanting to feel everything the man gave. He wanted it to consume him whole. At least then when he left, he would have nothing left to hurt.
"W-Why can't you love me?" his voice broken and weak, eyes shut. Because he knew if he took one look, just a single glance he'd be torn apart and burned alive.
His fingers slowly caressed over the smooth skin of his hip stopping at the start of his thighs. YunHo couldn't stop the path of liquid despair that marred his face.
Lips as soft as the inside of a rose trailed his wet cheeks. "I do love you. Just not enough in the way you want me to. Not anymore."
Slowly he felt the lips leave his checks and move to his eyelids. "Open your eyes YunHo." he commanded softly.
He did his eyes looking searchingly into JaeJoong's. So many untold emotions swirled in the depths of the almond shaped eyes.
"You have tonight, only tonight. So pretend that I still love you."