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Not a major bitch... but my best costumes are gone.
last animeiowa, i sent them with a friend back to minneapolis becaus ei ddin;t want to take them with me to kentucky.
Now, a year later, the da,m things are still MIA.
These weren't off-the-rack items either that could be picked up from any f*cking theater/costume shop.
These were professional theater quality costumes custom made for me.
On my favorite (and skimpiest one) the fabric alone cost ME over a hundred dollars. We're talking three different colors of nice satin and white chiffon.
So yeah. I don't have the funds to even THINK about STARTING to get them made for me again.
Yohji from Weiss Kreuz costume, f*cked.
Watari from Yami no Matsuei costume, gone.
Miko Yui-chan from Fushigi Yuugi, dead.
Maybe I should be grateful that I still have the shirt from Yohji's costume? ¬.¬
Part of me wants to just not go to any convention now. Why should I? Half the fun is wearing a cool and well-made costume. I only have ONE costume available to me now, and it's from Harry Potter. Whoop-de-do.
With all the shit that life has been throwing at me lately...
Just in case anyone give sa fuck. My mom is being stuck on nightly dialysis. I can't even give her a kidney because our blook types area completely imcompadible. So i get to tsay on the phone with her and sound encouraging that everying this gonna turn out alright and that she's gonna start feeling better when all i wanna do is scream at her doctors for not doing more, or maybe even find a compadible kidney..... which no one is looking for cause holy-fuck, she's not some spring chicken anymore. assholes.
Now excuuuuuse me. I need to go finish crying, since I've become slightly more prone to breaking down lately.
-Kiki-pissed-chan78.
last animeiowa, i sent them with a friend back to minneapolis becaus ei ddin;t want to take them with me to kentucky.
Now, a year later, the da,m things are still MIA.
These weren't off-the-rack items either that could be picked up from any f*cking theater/costume shop.
These were professional theater quality costumes custom made for me.
On my favorite (and skimpiest one) the fabric alone cost ME over a hundred dollars. We're talking three different colors of nice satin and white chiffon.
So yeah. I don't have the funds to even THINK about STARTING to get them made for me again.
Yohji from Weiss Kreuz costume, f*cked.
Watari from Yami no Matsuei costume, gone.
Miko Yui-chan from Fushigi Yuugi, dead.
Maybe I should be grateful that I still have the shirt from Yohji's costume? ¬.¬
Part of me wants to just not go to any convention now. Why should I? Half the fun is wearing a cool and well-made costume. I only have ONE costume available to me now, and it's from Harry Potter. Whoop-de-do.
With all the shit that life has been throwing at me lately...
Just in case anyone give sa fuck. My mom is being stuck on nightly dialysis. I can't even give her a kidney because our blook types area completely imcompadible. So i get to tsay on the phone with her and sound encouraging that everying this gonna turn out alright and that she's gonna start feeling better when all i wanna do is scream at her doctors for not doing more, or maybe even find a compadible kidney..... which no one is looking for cause holy-fuck, she's not some spring chicken anymore. assholes.
Now excuuuuuse me. I need to go finish crying, since I've become slightly more prone to breaking down lately.
-Kiki-pissed-chan78.