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of course i am still finding things on my computer about me and cory.
even 5 months after the break up it hurts to find a convo hidden beneath the depths of my mac where i forgot it was.
especially when it says, "promise we wont ever talk about breaking up" and he says "of course."
its like waking up and getting a slap in the face.
and ill go about my day as if nothing happened and as if i was never in love with him.
because to me, our relationship never existed.
its the easiest way to be okay now.
fantastic.
even 5 months after the break up it hurts to find a convo hidden beneath the depths of my mac where i forgot it was.
especially when it says, "promise we wont ever talk about breaking up" and he says "of course."
its like waking up and getting a slap in the face.
and ill go about my day as if nothing happened and as if i was never in love with him.
because to me, our relationship never existed.
its the easiest way to be okay now.
fantastic.