Bored As Usual...
So I went 2 BKT Brewhaha last night as planned. However, I didn't get nearly as hammered as I had planned (or nearly as much as I needed 2 4 the Afterparty's events, 4 that matter). I was the innocent one 4 once, which scared me! I realized just how many hypocrites we have at the W. I don't understand how something that was so wrong 4 me just 4 months ago is okay 4 everyone else now! I go 2 Pine's and everything/everyone has erupted into pure chaos! Everyone is making-out w/ everyone else, regardless of sexual orientation! And some of my biggest critcs think this is fine. Like Melissa, for example. She used 2 tell me how trashy I was whenever I made-out w/ 2 people, and here she is now saying that it's okay 4 everyone else 2 do it! What the holy fuck?! Everyone was so "worried about my drunkeness" after the BL party that they followed me around all night, even when I was acting in character 4 myself! Here Brent is, way drunker than I was after the BL party and acting COMPLETELY out of character, but everyone thinks he will b fine and they won't even help me take the cup from him?! One good thing that did come out of this is that I now know how ppl see me at parties, and I will b changing the way I act at these parties. This is the 1st of many new changes in my life. Janey's going w/ us Monday 2 Dr. Love's! 18 days now... I've made up my mind 2 just ignore Maegan while I'm there. Also, I'm not going 2 bend over backwards 4 others' happiness anymore. I'm gonna do what makes me feel good. Change in attitude... I'm getting a much needed haircut over Spring Break, and I'm thinking about ditching my blonde roots. Change in appearance... If this Maegan shit is still going on after the holiday, then I'm gonna give up and move on. Change in love life... I've also resolved 2 do way better w/ schoolwork. Change in grades... Anyway, now that my revelations are out of the way... I have nothing on the agenda today other than 2 go check out Valleri T.'s new apartment 4 like 20 min. So, it'll b another boring Saturday night at the W 4 me... I'm gonna go bathe now. If anyone has any better plans 4 tonight just holla at me!