Oct 17, 2004 03:38
Well here's your update...
This is an update of why today was a horrible day... and why it would
have been nice to hear some voices from back home. Atleast my
family cheered me up a little.
This morning I got up much later than I had
planned on because I have not had an easy time falling asleep
lately. There goes half of my day. When I did finally get
up, I made a mental list of the things I had to get done today. I
had hoped tomorrow would be a homework day. While I'm making my
list, my friend Whitney comes into my room asking if I'll go to Kimmel
(a dining place/resident hall/computer lab) with her to get her laptop
fixed because she doesn't know where it is. I wasn't going to go
with her because I had so much other stuff I had to get through.
But then I got a message from my friend Chris
from the 5th floor of my building. He's been really sick the past
few days and he sent me a message if I was going towards Schine (the
student center) at all today. I asked him what he needed and he
asked if it would be too much trouble for me to go and get him some
chicken soup and orange juice. Obviously I had no qualms about
going because he is sick and couldn't really go himself. So I
told Whitney I'd walk to Kimmel with her and while she was taking care
of her computer, I would pick up some soup and juice for Chris.
However, they didn't have what I was looking for a Kimmel, so I went
back to tell Whitney that when she was done, we would have to go
somewhere else for the food.
But before we left, Whitney wanted to get
something to eat. At this point I was starting to feel really bad
that Chris had to wait so long because I told him I'd be back
soon. So I wait a good half an hour with Whitney while she
eats. By the time we get out of Kimmel, it's after 5:30 and it
was starting to rain. Schine isn't that far away from Kimmel, so
I figured we could get there before the rain and maybe by the time we
left there it would be clearing up again. (Whitney had to get
tissues and disinfectant wipes.)
But Whitney decided that she didn't want to go
any further without an umbrella and she didn't want to get her computer
wet. Great. So now I had wasted all that time waiting for
her to eat and she wasn't even going to come with me. So I got
her money from her and told her I would get what she needed and she
could go back but I had to go to Schine right then whether it was
raining or not.
So I go to Schine and find what I need. But
when I come out of the building, it's raining harder than when I had
gotten there. I just wanted to get back to Shaw (my dorm) so I
could get things done, so I decided to walk in the rain. When I
got back to Shaw, I run through my list of things to do again and find
that I have yet to:
1. take a shower
2. do laundry
3. plan a broomball meeting for a team for which I am the captain
4. make my bed
5. clean up my room
6. do dishes
7. do homework
So I start by making my bed and changing
sheets so I could do the laundry. I figured I'd do the laundry
while I did some homework. But before I did that, I decided I
would plan the broomball meeting for 8:30 pm tonight. I let the
people here at Shaw who were on the team know what time the meeting
would be and then got in touch with David, a friend from one of the
other dorms. He said he couldn't make it because he was going to
make plans with some of his other friends tonight and he didn't have
his friend's (our fifth player) phone number. It was kind of
annoying that all I needed him for was about half an hour and I felt
like he was putting his other friends before the team. He
suggested that we have it tomorrrow.
That really sucked because I was trying to
save Sunday as my homework day. Plus, the sorority I was pledging
for (aoe), I decided last week that I was going to stop pledging for
it. But in order to do that I have to go through a depinning
ceremony to make it official. That, by the way is pretty
degrading, because I feel like that's what happens when someone gets
kicked out of pledging. It makes me feel like I did something
wrong, even though I know I didn't. Anyways, no one from the
sorority had gotten back to me about the depinning ceremony, which was
supposed to be sometime tomorrow. So I was stressing over the
fact that I needed to have a broomball meeting sometime on Sunday in my
room, my friend Terryn (also on the broomball team) couldn't do it
until pm times, and I had to schedule it around a depinning ceremony
for which I didn't even know what time it would be held.
I send them an e-mail asking about times, and
then get one back saying that the meeting will be at 6:15. So I
set a meeting up for everyone on the team for Sunday at 8:00 pm.
However, that is also the time of the floormeeting for my floor
tomorrow night. I decided I would just skip the floor meeting
because I don't know when else I'd be able to get everyone together.
So I was sitting at my desk frustrated and
annoyed with the entire day thus far. And then to top off
everything bad that had been hapenning, the bracelet that Steph's
parents had given me for a graduation gift broke at the clasp. So
now I need to go get that fixed. Overall it was just a really bad
day.
And then later I got a phone call from Steph,
for which all I could say is "I'm really sorry you had to go through
that" and "I wish you were here". I had absolutely no advice to
give to her, which made me feel really bad again. How can I not
have any advice to give to my BEST FRIEND?!?! I hope I get to see
you soon Steph. And then I got a message from Adam and I ended up
call him and telling him all about my horrible day.
I wish I could see my friends more
often. I can't wait until I get to come home for Thanksgiving and
see everybody again. I know some of my friends have been having a
hard time with things lately too... all I can say in here is that I
know everything will work out for you. I miss you guys so
much. I wish I got more phone calls from all of you cuz I miss
you all a lot.
I think that has to be all for tonight because
I'm really tired now and I have a ton of stuff to do tomorrow.
Feel free to leave your comments. Makes me feel loved.