I started working on the body from for art, heres a pic of how it looks so far:
Its not too original, but by the time I'm done with it…
Haha its really not too great at all.
I feel kindof lazy. Well, not neccaraly lazy, but just… I don’t really have the desire to go out and do stuff. My knees are sore, its raining, and I really just want to paint. Lilly and I went to her house today and drew for a good hour and a half. It was fun. I found out a lot about Lilly, Dow, and Lulu. I'm not too sure I can tell people what I found out, but I will say this, most of what I found out was comforting.
God I'm in such a kick back and relax kindof mood. All I really need now I someone to kick back and relax with. Everyone seems to be out doing something, and I would call Lilly, but shes in Lompoc with Guss and Alex and her street racing team.
Things seem to be playing themselvs out well now. I really don’t feel I have to worry about anyone for any particular reason anymore, adding another element of relaxation to my life.
I was a little bummed that I didn’t get in touch with Alyssaa today. We were supposed to stop by Spirits Path and talk to Mallory and get Henna tattoos, and then wander the streets like travelers. Never happened.
I just feel like talking and hanging out, perhaps watching a movie. I'm sick of going out to places I've never been, surrounded by strangers. I don’t want to meet new people. I want to better understand the people I already know.
Everything seems so clear to me right now. I know what I want, and I know how to get there. I'm looking at things with a new perspective. I no longer want to compete, I want to learn. Teach me things. Give me new ideas to think about. I'm dieing to know more about everything.
I think that I'm going to dye my hair platinum blonde. It would be something new. Something exciting. I can't stand looking the same for too long. I like to make heads turn. I don't want to make people think, "Woah, that girl is insane", I just want to be noticed. I don't like to blend in with the croud, I like to stand out, but not too much.
God, I'm in such a writing mood. I could write for days. But I guess I won't waist too much more time.
Someone come and paint with me. Lets watch a movie, or listen to the rain. I need the comfort of having someone here. Someone I can connect with. Come visit me. You know where I live.