life sucks
Well we are coming up on the time of year that I am starting to hate. I have no one to share my feelings with and have to fight with family to get past each event. I really wish that for just once in my life that I could do what I want to do and enjoy my self without anyone telling me I am doing it wrong and that they enjoy what I have done for them. I just want someone to hold me and snuggle up and go and have fun with no strings. That is turning out to be impossible to get. I just am not happy at all any more and only want one thing and that will never happen. So I really have no I idea what is going to happen in the future but I dont think I really care anymore I guess I will just go to work and come home to an empty house and spend what little time I have with my kids in the eve.
I feel like my head is going to pop off all I keep doing is giving my self a headache. Why can I not find a person that wants to be with me????? Do what I want and what they want and be with my friends?
I have no one but my kids and that company is great but not in an adult way. The conversation is slow and tedious but funny.
Well I dont know what I am trying to say but I am lonely.
I feel like my head is going to pop off all I keep doing is giving my self a headache. Why can I not find a person that wants to be with me????? Do what I want and what they want and be with my friends?
I have no one but my kids and that company is great but not in an adult way. The conversation is slow and tedious but funny.
Well I dont know what I am trying to say but I am lonely.