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So sometimes people say "absence makes the heart grow fonder", but other people say "out of sight, out of mind"... and I always wondered how both of these statements could be true. I guess it just depends on the person you are away from. Sometimes you are able to step away from someone and when you come back you truly see the flaws and the seperation is a good thing. Other times being apart from someone can show you how you truly feel... and that your feelings are real.
Its something to ponder.
I do find it sad that you can know someone so well, and something happens and they become a complete stranger to you. And the things you thought would always be true aren't anymore. Its depressing I suppose.... when you realize you can never have a real relationship with someone anymore because you have both changed too much, yet you know each other too well to start over again.
I also wish there was a way to tell someone how you felt about them and know that they felt the same way :) Or.... if I could figure out who or what I wanted ! And that situations would change so that you could be with a person. Of course... even if that situation was changed... I still don't know if we would be together because I don't know how they feel. Or if I even want to handle a relationship right now.
I promise I am not depressed though! I was just pondering some things... and I am actually excited about some prospects... just wishing I knew what was going to happen, I suppose.
Its something to ponder.
I do find it sad that you can know someone so well, and something happens and they become a complete stranger to you. And the things you thought would always be true aren't anymore. Its depressing I suppose.... when you realize you can never have a real relationship with someone anymore because you have both changed too much, yet you know each other too well to start over again.
I also wish there was a way to tell someone how you felt about them and know that they felt the same way :) Or.... if I could figure out who or what I wanted ! And that situations would change so that you could be with a person. Of course... even if that situation was changed... I still don't know if we would be together because I don't know how they feel. Or if I even want to handle a relationship right now.
I promise I am not depressed though! I was just pondering some things... and I am actually excited about some prospects... just wishing I knew what was going to happen, I suppose.