Aug 18, 2004 01:32
i was talking to some of my friends about college and man it's comin' up soon. Next thursday after court i'm gonna be at Grand Valley. So far away. I have mixed feelings. Before the middle of this summer I couldn't wait to get the fuck out of this shitty ass city. There has been alot of bad things this past year and I couldn't wait to leave. I thought that after my last GF i didn't want to be with anybody for a while. And seeing as I was being lied to on what seemed like a daily basis, only fueled my hatred for this area. But then me and you became really close. My perspective on things changed. I really didn't think there was anyone out there at this point that would have changed my thinking but I was wrong. Before my mindset was fuck this, i'm not goin' to have a gf for a long time, i'm not gonna get involved with anyone for a long time because i don't wanna get lied to anymore or hurt again. Things really are different with you. I've never really met any girl quite like you, smart and beautiful. I really love the way things are going right now. I don't want things to change. There going great. other then the fact that i'm being charged with assault and battery. My window was bashed in with a patio brick, my tire exploded in the middle of nowhere, i had to pay 500 dollars for a lawyer, everything other then that is spec fucking tacular. maybe i'm sounding like an idiot but whatever. *63*
Your Gonna Be The One That Saves Me