Mar 14, 2009 18:47
my nana passed away yesterday at around 8:30am.
she had been going downhill these past couple of weeks. it was getting harder for her to move around. she couldn't even walk to the bathroom without help anymore.
we are having her buried in little rock, arkansas next to my grandpa, where she wanted to be. it's gonna suck having her so far up there and not be able to visit her grave often. i've gone from seeing her everyday for the past 8 months to having her gone...
despite hating living there in wimberley, i'm so so so so thankful i got to be with my nana her last few months. i'm so thankful. i wouldn't have traded those months for anything in the world.
i miss her so much. she would aggravate the hell out of me sometimes, but she was my only grandparent and i loved her so much. i'm happy the night before she died, before we went to bed i gave her a kiss. sometimes i would do that, other times i'd just go to sleep.
it's going to be so hard to see her in her casket. it's so hard to even say "i'm going to my nana's funeral.". it doesn't seem real.