Name: What I want the most
Author: Mizuki
Chapter: 10/12
Band: Gazette, mentions of other bands too(Dir en grey, Alice nine maybe more later on)
Pairing: UruhaXKai, KaiXOC Mentions of ReitaXRuki, AoiX?, AoiXOC
Genre: Au, Highschool fic, Drama, Angst
Rating: R(for some chapters)
Disclaimer: I don’t own anyone in this fic…*sobs*
Notes: This chapter is quite longer than most of my chapters are~ ^^
Warnings: Not beta-readed
Summary: Uruha and Kai are close friends and roommates. Uruha feels more for Kai then bestfriends are supposed to, but Kai already has a Girlfriend. Kumiko, Kai’s girlfriend and a friend of Uruha, isn’t very fond of keeping her mouth shut about how great Kai is as boyfriend, causing Uruha to get jealous to no end.
Previous parts:
Part 1,
Part 2,
Part 3,
Part 4,
Part 5,
Part 6,
Part 7,
Part 8,
Part 9,
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Part 10
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I never really liked school parties. Especially not when I was stuck with someone I didn’t want to be stuck with. Like now.
After I returned from my dad’s birthday, Kai previous behaviour returned again, trying to set me up with everyone he found worthy.
Though, I still don’t quite understand how the hell Kai convinced me to go with Saga to the school party. No offence to him, but he just wasn’t the kind of guy I would fall for, so unlike Kai. But I had to admit, this guy could dance.
“Ne Saga-kun, I’m gonna go get something to drink” I told the other, he waved me off with a nod, I guess I wasn’t his type either, for he was already dancing with someone else.
I made my way towards the so called ‘bar’ for more alcohol, to be able to make it to the end of the party.
But before I could reach my goal, a pair of arms wrapped around me from behind.
“You don’t really look like you’re enjoying yourself. Let’s change that, shall we?” A husky voice whispered in my ear. Aoi’s husky voice. I spun around and glared at him, he who was part of the evil plot to make Kai unhappy.
“What do you want?”
“You” His reply obviously surprised me, as I did nothing to keep him from pressing closer to me as he started to sway on the beat of the music, taking me with him.
“Let’s make him jealous Uru-chan~” He all in but purred in my ear. I looked over to the direction he gave a small nod at.
Kai was sitting at a table together with Reita, Ruki, some guys from a grade higher(I think their names were Die and Toshiya, friends from Shinya I believe) and a few other faces I lost the names of. It looked like they were holding a drinking game.
I silently noticed Kai staring at me and Aoi, a glazed look in his eyes, telling me that he was obviously losing the game.
Then suddenly a thought popped into my head. Make him jealous like he made you jealous of Ruki. I turned my gaze back to Aoi and silently nodded. I knew it wasn’t right for me to do this, to want Kai to feel what I felt. Though I knew it wasn’t the same kind of jealous.
But hey, am I not allowed to have some fun too? It was a school party after all, you’re supposed to dance and enjoy yourself.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I wondered how much alcohol I had in my system already to be crazy enough to approve, to give in to the need to take some sort of ‘revenge’ even though I knew it wasn’t entirely fair.
But before I could rethink my decision, Aoi smiled bright and starting moving again. Aoi was a good dancer, even better than Saga. And the fact that he still knew my body made it even better. We were familiar with each other, not scared to let hands roam, not afraid to move closer than friends should.
All too soon the song was over again, lights started dimming and I started to move away from Aoi, but he just pulled me back.
“A-Aoi?” I asked surprised, he however, didn’t reply with words. Instead I found his lips against mine. A small gasp left my lips and my eyes closed on an instant. He used the opportunity to push his tongue past my lips, exploring my mouth with that oh so skilled muscle.
My mind screamed that I had to pull away, that it was wrong, that we were already over. But the familiar feeling of Aoi’s tongue playing with mine and his hands roaming over my body felt so good, it made it hard to think clearly. I couldn’t pull away even if I wanted to. I decided it was better to stop fighting and just give in.
But just as I allowed myself to press closer to Aoi, a pair of hands abruptly shoved us apart. I blinked a few times, letting my eyes adjust to the bright light.
Kai was standing next to me, facing Aoi, his eyes shoot angry fires and I wondered what the hell was going on.
“Don’t you dare to first take Kumiko and now Uruha!” Kai shouted at Aoi and pushed him roughly, making the other stumble ungracefully.
I gaped at him, being dumbfounded. I never knew Kai could be an aggressive or possessive drunk. Though I had to admit, I didn’t mind his possessive side, at all.
Aoi just looked at me, and then back at Kai.
A wide grin spread on his lips “I see, my work is finished” He gave me a small nod accompanied with a wave, and gone he was. I blinked again, looking back at Kai. It was all kind of confusing.
“What was that all about?”
“He’s no good for you” Kai said shrugging, I in return blinked more.
A new, slower song started and I decided it was time to continue my before interrupted mission. Alcohol.
I almost cursed out loud when a hand grabbed mine and turned me around. I looked at Kai questioningly, wondering what the hell was important enough for him to keep me away from my alcohol.
“Let’s dance” He mumbled and stepped closer, wrapping his arms around my neck and pressing himself flush against me. I gaped at him. Since when did Kai dance with friends? Male friends on top of that. After a deep breath the shock passed away and I wrapped my arms around the fine curve of his waist, my heart beating even faster than it already did before. I silently wondered how much more surprises where there for me for the rest of the night.
We slowly started swinging to the beat; this was totally different than dancing with Aoi. This wasn’t hot and fast, this was slow and sweet. I chuckled at how much it sounded like I was talking about sex instead of plain dancing. Kai let his head rest of my shoulder, his hands slowly moving in lazy circles over my back. Shivers ran down my spine, this felt so fucking good. I let my hands roam over Kai’s back. Hesitantly I moved under his shirt, hands sliding over the bare skin of his waist and back, which was oh so soft.
Kai tilted his head slightly ”Ne Uru?” He whispered softly in my ear.
I looked down at him, wondering what more he wanted, the little princess.
“Kiss me” He murmured, his hand pressing against the back of my head, urging me down. I stared at him in disbelief. He just stared back in return, eyes still holding that drunken glazed gaze.
“Please…”Tell me, how was I supposed to say no when he begged me like that? So I nodded numbly and leaned in, claiming his lips in a slow hesitant kiss. I didn’t think about how this could get me in trouble once Kai would come to his senses again. I didn’t want to. I wanted to enjoy this moment as long as it lasted. I thought, that once I knew what he tasted like, I would be satisfied; I would be able to move on.
It was me who controlled the kiss, who explored his mouth, enjoyed the sweet taste. But I doubted if I would be in control if Kai had been totally sober too.
A soft moan left my lips and my mind shut down. Less thinking, more doing. It felt so good, better than I ever imagined it to feel. I pressed myself closer to Kai, who in return grinded his hips against mine, causing us both to groan in each others mouth.
I wanted more of that friction, but remembered we weren’t alone, and not to forget the fact that we needed air.
With a slight hint of regret I broke the kiss and looked at Kai. For a moment I expected him to run away from me. But instead he just looked at me with a dazed smile, his eyes now not only clouded because of the amount of alcohol in his system, but there was a hint of lust and something I could not quite name.
“Let’s get out of here” His words were slung together, I nodded, again dumbfounded as he took my hand and led us out of the main building, towards our dorm. Kai stumbled the stairs up and almost ran into several doors(that and the weird tension around us for both of us knowing what would happen once we arrived in our room, made us giggle uncontrollably) When we finally reached the door, the gentlemen in me rose as I opened the door and let Kai in first, he thanked me, chuckling softly.
Just when I closed the door behind me, Kai grabbed my shoulders and kissed me, pulling me closer to me while leading us to the bed stumbling, without breaking the kiss.
Somehow I ended up falling on his bed, somehow he ended up on top of me, somehow we managed to continue kissing through it all.
Kai was the one to break off the kiss once we both needed air again, and then he rolled off me.
“Iloveyouuru” He mumbled and snuggled closer to me. I realised alcohol finally took the best of him and he had passed out against me. His words echoed through my mind, did he mean it? A sigh left my lips, damnit I still didn’t got my reload of alcohol after all… Though, what I got now was much much better.
Stifling a yawn I wrapped my arms around Kai. Waiting for tomorrow for answers on my questions as I drifted off to sleep.
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End of part 10
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