confused minds, part 7 (UruhaXKai)
Name: Confused minds
Author: Mizuki
Band: Gazette
Pairing: UruhaXKai, KaiX?(mentions of UruhaXAoi and ReitaXRuki)
Rating: R
Chapter: 7/?
Disclaimer: no wai my parents would alow me to keep them in my closet*sad*
Warnings: Not beta-readed
Notes: yay~ I'm back from hiatus, though it only was for 2 weeks. YAY no more school~! (aside from next week's exams >.<; )
Summary: Kai and his lover break up. But the things he told Kai in their last conversation makes Kai feel confused. Does Uruha really love him, more than just close friends. Or was his ex-lover playing a trick on him??
Previous parts: Part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6
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Part 7
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(Kai's POV)
Clouds passed over and I shifted slightly so I could view them better. I always liked watching the clouds pass. They looked beautiful, something from a different world, something mysterious.
“Just like Uruha” I muttered to myself.
‘Yeah...just like Uruha’ Did I loved him after all? Or was I just feeling attracted to him because there’s a chance he might love me? I shook my head and rubbed my eyes. Whatever it was that I felt for the beautiful guitarist, it was keeping me from getting any work done. This needed to be solved, and fast.
Sighing I got back on my feet, walking the road back to Reita’s house. After all, my car and bag where still there. And all I wanted right now was to go home.
Home….
I already started to see Uruha’s house as my home. Frowning slightly I walked out of the park.
But I hadn’t expected to be greeted with the sight in front of me. A sight I wasn’t prepared for.
Uruha and Aoi were tightly hugging each other; Aoi’s back was facing me and Uruha had his head buried against Aoi’s shoulder.
A sharp pain shot through my chest and I gasped. For a short moment I stood there frozen, but I couldn’t handle the sight in front of me much longer.
So I ran.
I ran all the way back to Reita’s house, banging into the living room without bothering to knock. For the second time that day, I froze. Reita and Ruki were laying on the couch, naked, involved in the middle of passionate lovemaking. They stopped their movements the moment I barged in, but before any of them could move, I already grabbed my belongings and ran out of the door again.
Within a few seconds I jumped into my car and drove home.
Away from Uruha and Aoi,
away from Ruki and Reita.
Alone once again.
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(Reita’s POV)
“Kai!” I shouted as I jumped off Ruki to get a hold of the other man. I didn’t made it on time as the door collided with my nose.
“Fuck!” I cursed, rubbing my nose as Ruki pushed my shirt and pants in my hands. He was already clothed.
“I’ll see if I can still catch him” Ruki shouted as he ran downstairs, I followed soon after.
But just when we got outside Kai drove away.
I sighed and stood dumbfounded next to Ruki, watching Kai speeding away.
“I wonder what happened…”Ruki mused softly and I could only nod.
I zipped up my pants, having forgotten about that before. I noticed we were both not hard anymore.
“Well that totally ruined the mood” I murmured jokingly as I wrapped an arm around Ruki, receiving a soft smack from Ruki soon followed by a chuckle.
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(Uruha’s POV)
“Kai!” I shouted again and ran after the drummer, not caring if Aoi followed me yes or no.
‘damn he can run fast’ I cursed inwardly as I tried to sped up, but it didn’t took long and after another turn around the corner I lost sight of him.
I stopped running, and sighed. Damn him and his running skills.
Aoi was right behind me and placed a supportive hand on my shoulder.
“He probably went to Reita’s. His car is still there after all” He said and I nodded, darting off to run to Reita’s house again.
Just as we turned into Reita’s street I could see Kai’s car disappearing around the corner.
Ruki and Reita were both standing in front of the apartment building, staring of into the direction Kai disappeared to. I stopped next to them, breathing harshly.
“What happened?” Reita asked me, turning around to face me.
I stood up straight again and looked at the end of the street. “He saw me and Aoi hugging each other” I murmured softly.
“Souka…..”The bassists said, he too stared at the end of the street, we all did. And I knew that at that moment the four of us were thinking the same thing.
‘Where ever he’s running of to, I hope he’s okay….’
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End of Part 7
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Pss~This is a reminder for all of my readers, in about 2 weeks I'll be leaving on vacation to America for 6 weeks, So in that period I won't be able to update. I hope to write a lot when I'm there, and I'll try to update these two weeks as much as possible~! m(__)m
Author: Mizuki
Band: Gazette
Pairing: UruhaXKai, KaiX?(mentions of UruhaXAoi and ReitaXRuki)
Rating: R
Chapter: 7/?
Disclaimer: no wai my parents would alow me to keep them in my closet*sad*
Warnings: Not beta-readed
Notes: yay~ I'm back from hiatus, though it only was for 2 weeks. YAY no more school~! (aside from next week's exams >.<; )
Summary: Kai and his lover break up. But the things he told Kai in their last conversation makes Kai feel confused. Does Uruha really love him, more than just close friends. Or was his ex-lover playing a trick on him??
Previous parts: Part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6
~~~~~~
Part 7
~~~~~~
(Kai's POV)
Clouds passed over and I shifted slightly so I could view them better. I always liked watching the clouds pass. They looked beautiful, something from a different world, something mysterious.
“Just like Uruha” I muttered to myself.
‘Yeah...just like Uruha’ Did I loved him after all? Or was I just feeling attracted to him because there’s a chance he might love me? I shook my head and rubbed my eyes. Whatever it was that I felt for the beautiful guitarist, it was keeping me from getting any work done. This needed to be solved, and fast.
Sighing I got back on my feet, walking the road back to Reita’s house. After all, my car and bag where still there. And all I wanted right now was to go home.
Home….
I already started to see Uruha’s house as my home. Frowning slightly I walked out of the park.
But I hadn’t expected to be greeted with the sight in front of me. A sight I wasn’t prepared for.
Uruha and Aoi were tightly hugging each other; Aoi’s back was facing me and Uruha had his head buried against Aoi’s shoulder.
A sharp pain shot through my chest and I gasped. For a short moment I stood there frozen, but I couldn’t handle the sight in front of me much longer.
So I ran.
I ran all the way back to Reita’s house, banging into the living room without bothering to knock. For the second time that day, I froze. Reita and Ruki were laying on the couch, naked, involved in the middle of passionate lovemaking. They stopped their movements the moment I barged in, but before any of them could move, I already grabbed my belongings and ran out of the door again.
Within a few seconds I jumped into my car and drove home.
Away from Uruha and Aoi,
away from Ruki and Reita.
Alone once again.
~~~~~~
(Reita’s POV)
“Kai!” I shouted as I jumped off Ruki to get a hold of the other man. I didn’t made it on time as the door collided with my nose.
“Fuck!” I cursed, rubbing my nose as Ruki pushed my shirt and pants in my hands. He was already clothed.
“I’ll see if I can still catch him” Ruki shouted as he ran downstairs, I followed soon after.
But just when we got outside Kai drove away.
I sighed and stood dumbfounded next to Ruki, watching Kai speeding away.
“I wonder what happened…”Ruki mused softly and I could only nod.
I zipped up my pants, having forgotten about that before. I noticed we were both not hard anymore.
“Well that totally ruined the mood” I murmured jokingly as I wrapped an arm around Ruki, receiving a soft smack from Ruki soon followed by a chuckle.
~~~~~~
(Uruha’s POV)
“Kai!” I shouted again and ran after the drummer, not caring if Aoi followed me yes or no.
‘damn he can run fast’ I cursed inwardly as I tried to sped up, but it didn’t took long and after another turn around the corner I lost sight of him.
I stopped running, and sighed. Damn him and his running skills.
Aoi was right behind me and placed a supportive hand on my shoulder.
“He probably went to Reita’s. His car is still there after all” He said and I nodded, darting off to run to Reita’s house again.
Just as we turned into Reita’s street I could see Kai’s car disappearing around the corner.
Ruki and Reita were both standing in front of the apartment building, staring of into the direction Kai disappeared to. I stopped next to them, breathing harshly.
“What happened?” Reita asked me, turning around to face me.
I stood up straight again and looked at the end of the street. “He saw me and Aoi hugging each other” I murmured softly.
“Souka…..”The bassists said, he too stared at the end of the street, we all did. And I knew that at that moment the four of us were thinking the same thing.
‘Where ever he’s running of to, I hope he’s okay….’
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End of Part 7
~~~~~~
Check my fanfic archive for more of my writings
Ps~Comments are love~=3
Pss~This is a reminder for all of my readers, in about 2 weeks I'll be leaving on vacation to America for 6 weeks, So in that period I won't be able to update. I hope to write a lot when I'm there, and I'll try to update these two weeks as much as possible~! m(__)m