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just got back from dropping off my brother at the airport and I feel like bawling my eyes out. I was fine at the airport, but it was just like in those movies where they're leaving for war and the family is there and watches them walk away until they can't see them anymore.
I really didn't think I'd care this much... but he's my baby brother and I just feel like I'll never see him again and I want him to come back... and he's really only been gone for an hour and a half.
It's just so sad and depressing in my house right now... since he can't take ANYTHING with him basically, his room is exactly the same as it always is, and it's like he died or something and no one wants to go in there or move anything out of it. but fuck, I feel like such a baby.
I just feel so bad because you could tell he was so nervous, he tried to eat but he said he felt sick. I'd be scared to shit if that was me. His voice was even quivering when we were saying goodbye. and his girlfriend is CRUSHED right now...
that's life I guess.
So to end this depression we went out after and I bought myself a new digicam.. and then I'm going to the Lions game tonight.
I really didn't think I'd care this much... but he's my baby brother and I just feel like I'll never see him again and I want him to come back... and he's really only been gone for an hour and a half.
It's just so sad and depressing in my house right now... since he can't take ANYTHING with him basically, his room is exactly the same as it always is, and it's like he died or something and no one wants to go in there or move anything out of it. but fuck, I feel like such a baby.
I just feel so bad because you could tell he was so nervous, he tried to eat but he said he felt sick. I'd be scared to shit if that was me. His voice was even quivering when we were saying goodbye. and his girlfriend is CRUSHED right now...
that's life I guess.
So to end this depression we went out after and I bought myself a new digicam.. and then I'm going to the Lions game tonight.