Transcribed...
I kept a chronicle while I was at the mental hospital, here's most of it if you want to see it.
Day 0 (last day you saw me before I left)
I got back home, and then Mother came down to harass me about how wrong I was about everything ever and [we got into a fight] and I yelled at her really loudly to kill herself and she called the cops for like the fourth time in four days. So I told the cop I had a death wish and he finally did something about it and took me to a hospital where I did a blood test and peed in a cup etc. and played Sonic Advance 3. Also on the way there I learned that he and his son are gamers so I reccomended him Sonic. anyway he took me to another hospital for suicidal teenagers where I went to sleep.
Day 1
Everyone here's so normal, it's weird. I expected them to be more... emo. Also the guy who used to pick on me in fourthish grade was there. He didn't recognize me. Then I played dominoes with the guy who used to pick on me (Cory) and another girl (Steph, she's fun to be around and clearly crushing on Cory). And she said it's okay if I come over! :D
Day 2
Cory went home, Steph went to court where I assume she was sentenced to 30 days rehab (I assume) and Chris (the only other interesting person) went home and now it's just me and two other quiet (Just because I have nothing to say! I'm really not that much different IRL!) girls. The whole day was boring, depressing, and quiet. I miss everyone. I hope we get someone cool tomorrow. Also, my tests came back fine. I didn't lose any weight, I'm not... the only consequence of me not eating for five days was that I had a little trouble getting food down for a bit.Also I got the first idea for escape... call an extended family member and hope they let me move in. Also my court date is Tuesday or Wednesday
Day 3
We got a thirteen year old girl (!) named Jona, a latino stereotype named Martina, and also Cory came back. Now that Steph's gone Jona's my new best friend, but she won't let me come over. :( So she's more like my best acquaintence. Who is going home tomorrow. Besides hanging out with everyone except for Corey who was on level 1, which means he's grounded, it was a pretty uneventful day... save for that embarassing game of Connect Four where I lost before the game even left the bottom row.
Day 4
Jona left, I talked to a doctor and did some psych testing. Next.
Day 5
Apparently, my court date was Monday, which was today. So before I left I got Cory's contact info (He wanted me to have it, plus I told him I had Steph's so he wanted that too) then I left.Child Protective Services is going to contact me within a day and tell me my options. In the mean time I should think about who to move in with Also I got to decide that my parents couldn't see anything or get into the courtoom which felt SO FREAKING GOOD after they drove all that way. ^_^ also holy crap did I miss lunch? No, nevermind. I had it. Oh, also I'm going back to parents for 90 days under cop supervision And by the time I got back everybody was discharged except Cory who's still grounded. Also, I mentioned in group that my plan was to move in with a guy who I met online so they made us watch 48 hours to teach me about all the dangers of the internet like roleplaying having sex and keeping journals. The doctor ignored it also to tell me I was completely mentally healthy and I got to thinking... I should write a book. Afterwards one of the staff argued with me about it and was a total bitch the whole time, she like resorted to namecalling and declared that every argument I had was a defense mechanism.
Day 6
Three separate people told me today how hopeless my situation was and I talked to my parents. I feel really shitty right now... Also we got a new girl, she's supposedly psychotic but I don't think she's psychotic. She's cool!
Day 8
The cynical guy from yesterday came over and flipped out at me for lying to him about whatever, he was too mad for me to get a word in and figure out what the hell he was so pissed about, but whatever I never expected to see him again anyway. Still though, wtf. Also, I got sent to level 1 for note passing which I didn't even know was against the rules. On one hand, that kinda sucks. On the other, I was getting kinda fat from all the pretzels and this'll give me time to work on that book. Also: They won't give me enough loose leaf to work on a book. :| *learns Python*
Day 0 (last day you saw me before I left)
I got back home, and then Mother came down to harass me about how wrong I was about everything ever and [we got into a fight] and I yelled at her really loudly to kill herself and she called the cops for like the fourth time in four days. So I told the cop I had a death wish and he finally did something about it and took me to a hospital where I did a blood test and peed in a cup etc. and played Sonic Advance 3. Also on the way there I learned that he and his son are gamers so I reccomended him Sonic. anyway he took me to another hospital for suicidal teenagers where I went to sleep.
Day 1
Everyone here's so normal, it's weird. I expected them to be more... emo. Also the guy who used to pick on me in fourthish grade was there. He didn't recognize me. Then I played dominoes with the guy who used to pick on me (Cory) and another girl (Steph, she's fun to be around and clearly crushing on Cory). And she said it's okay if I come over! :D
Day 2
Cory went home, Steph went to court where I assume she was sentenced to 30 days rehab (I assume) and Chris (the only other interesting person) went home and now it's just me and two other quiet (Just because I have nothing to say! I'm really not that much different IRL!) girls. The whole day was boring, depressing, and quiet. I miss everyone. I hope we get someone cool tomorrow. Also, my tests came back fine. I didn't lose any weight, I'm not... the only consequence of me not eating for five days was that I had a little trouble getting food down for a bit.Also I got the first idea for escape... call an extended family member and hope they let me move in. Also my court date is Tuesday or Wednesday
Day 3
We got a thirteen year old girl (!) named Jona, a latino stereotype named Martina, and also Cory came back. Now that Steph's gone Jona's my new best friend, but she won't let me come over. :( So she's more like my best acquaintence. Who is going home tomorrow. Besides hanging out with everyone except for Corey who was on level 1, which means he's grounded, it was a pretty uneventful day... save for that embarassing game of Connect Four where I lost before the game even left the bottom row.
Day 4
Jona left, I talked to a doctor and did some psych testing. Next.
Day 5
Apparently, my court date was Monday, which was today. So before I left I got Cory's contact info (He wanted me to have it, plus I told him I had Steph's so he wanted that too) then I left.Child Protective Services is going to contact me within a day and tell me my options. In the mean time I should think about who to move in with Also I got to decide that my parents couldn't see anything or get into the courtoom which felt SO FREAKING GOOD after they drove all that way. ^_^ also holy crap did I miss lunch? No, nevermind. I had it. Oh, also I'm going back to parents for 90 days under cop supervision And by the time I got back everybody was discharged except Cory who's still grounded. Also, I mentioned in group that my plan was to move in with a guy who I met online so they made us watch 48 hours to teach me about all the dangers of the internet like roleplaying having sex and keeping journals. The doctor ignored it also to tell me I was completely mentally healthy and I got to thinking... I should write a book. Afterwards one of the staff argued with me about it and was a total bitch the whole time, she like resorted to namecalling and declared that every argument I had was a defense mechanism.
Day 6
Three separate people told me today how hopeless my situation was and I talked to my parents. I feel really shitty right now... Also we got a new girl, she's supposedly psychotic but I don't think she's psychotic. She's cool!
Day 8
The cynical guy from yesterday came over and flipped out at me for lying to him about whatever, he was too mad for me to get a word in and figure out what the hell he was so pissed about, but whatever I never expected to see him again anyway. Still though, wtf. Also, I got sent to level 1 for note passing which I didn't even know was against the rules. On one hand, that kinda sucks. On the other, I was getting kinda fat from all the pretzels and this'll give me time to work on that book. Also: They won't give me enough loose leaf to work on a book. :| *learns Python*