Comments | kij66: the Marinol is definately helping

kij66

the Marinol is definately helping

Aug 20, 2007 12:42

I took it around 11 when we got back from getting coffee for R, and then I laid down for about half an hour.

( feeling disconnected )

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pantyclad August 20 2007, 20:37:57 UTC

prayingprayingpraying

Thank you, I could use some serenity prayer action... kij66 August 21 2007, 14:46:42 UTC

I'm having a terrible time with that whole "the wisdom to accept the things I cannot change"

Re: Thank you, I could use some serenity prayer action... pantyclad August 21 2007, 16:12:05 UTC

i can't imagine. but i'm sending a lot of white light your way. everywhere.

Re: Thank you, I could use some serenity prayer action... kij66 August 22 2007, 15:24:04 UTC

Some white light in the dark corners is plenty welcome right about now!

infinityltd August 20 2007, 21:21:49 UTC

I'm not sure being disconnected from reality is a bad thing at all. Reality sucks.

:)

LOL kij66 August 21 2007, 14:49:58 UTC

Yah, sometimes I'd definately agree with you; a minor break from the pressures & stresses of "the real world" are a bit much...Hence the popularity of escapists video games like WoW and CoH/V ;-)

My favorite escape was always reading, but I don't want to influence any writing I'm trying to do now, so it's been DVD's instead...

opakele August 21 2007, 03:49:44 UTC

You are a strong woman, who is trying to manage a hell of a lot...and truly not in control of much of it. I sympathize with your frustration.

You are really doing well.

control freak has nervous breakdown ;-) kij66 August 21 2007, 14:52:43 UTC

Thank you for the encouragement; it helps to have someone from the outside make me feel like I'm not completely losing it :-)

spiral_rose August 21 2007, 17:05:36 UTC

Hey there K, Life threw you a curve ball, it takes time to adjust. You are going through the stages of grief, so take it easy on yourself. One of the things I realized about grief is that you can't go over it, you can't go around it, you can't go under it, you just have to go through it. Hang in there, you do have purpose, maybe a bit different but it can be an adventure to find the new. New can be a good thing even though letting go of what was is hard and painful, new can be exciting too. I love you lots, so take it easy on my K! You have much to share and teach, and we need you.

XOXOXO, Chris

gotta make lemonaid kij66 August 22 2007, 15:23:06 UTC

There's a saying about how when life throws you lemons you should make lemonaid... Honestly, things have gotten better over the past week; still have ups & downs, but I'm learning how to manage them better.

Thanks again for the encouragement, lov& support; it helps remind me that I have plenty to be grateful for, especially friends that care so much *smooch*