Updating hasn't been happening, a lot has happened.
SoOo .. Monday night, my cousin Megan got into a car accident, and Jessica Tran her best friend since forever, died. They ran into a tree on their way to go get some food, and the tree ended up in the middle of the car.
Tuesday, i got really sick, needless to say, the birth control i was on, was messing up my system, and i was losing so much blood it was making me weak, and so they changed my medicine to Yasmin, i like it a lot.
Wednsday, my aunt Sharon passed away, she had had cancer, and they didn't give her long to live, she put up a big fight.
Thursday, nothing happened, i think. I went to Mikes, god i love him.
Today, i went to my Aunts funeral, to find out .. my grandma doesn't have long to live, need i tell everyone i've been to 3 funerals this year, My Uncle Chunky, Michaels grandmother Lillie May Goines, and my Aunt Sharon, i don't like this year, and to basically be guranteed my grandma is going to die, this is a year i'm definetely not liking very well.
Me and Michael have been fighting so much lately, i hate it, it seriously scares me anymore, the way he raises his voice to me when he gets mad at me, gives me chills and i begin to start crying, sometimes i wonder why i let him yell at me and i don't yell back, but then i realize, i'm not solving anything by yelling back, just causing more problems for us, i've never loved anyone like i love him, its a new feeling .. that can sometimes be very painful.
Michael, i love you with all my heart, i've fallen for you harder then i ever thought possible.
xO_CaRLy