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Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
ive never quite grasped the idea of how you can be best friends with someone one day, and the next day you act like the last thing on earth you would want to do is talk to that person. everyone tells me that "its not worth it" but then again how do you really know what the fuck IS "worth it". and despite what everyone tells me im beginnging to think that if you cant go a day without crying over whoever it may be,... it sure is pretty goddamn important. i just cant understand why the person that knows you the most, doesnt believe your word over someone else. why they dont understand that while some relationships scare the fuck out of them other relationships they'll never learn to let go of. it hurts like a hoebag when the person you normally call for when you're about ready to jump off a cliff is the one making you want to. but above all else i cant seem to figure out why i let myself fall so much for this person. everyone says to just leave it alone, but everynight instead of thnking of what a great day its been all i can think about is how to help them out. so if anyone is in a fight with someone...go fucking resolve it you bitches. becuz honestly, unless ur a mind reader... uve got no idea on what an impact its got on your whomever it may be. because in the end 90% its just a big misunderfuckingstanding