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There are many tears in my eyes,
And still so many are left to shed,
My broken heart is losing it's beat,
And my blood wishes to be bled.
My soul does burns inside of pain,
With the way that this is all going,
Thoughts whirl inside of my mind,
This pain will only ever be growing.
My heart aches with these troubles,
The pain seems to just not end,
But it's okay, I'll smile for you all,
I'll cry silently and keep it all in.
All along i should have known,
That i would be better on my own,
How do you think its going strong?
When everything is completely wrong,
How did you sweep me of my feet,
And act so innocent and sweet,
When i watch you as you sleep,
I wonder how i fell so deep,
You made me feel like a child,
Full of life, crazy and wild,
How did you make me fall apart,
And tear apart my bleeding heart,
Say you love me and look into my eyes,
But this time don't cloud over with lies,
The most depressed Ive ever been,
And i am only fifteen,
I could see all along it was there,
Always knowing but never aware,
I opened my mind since being with you,
Opened my eyes for a different view,
All the pain i had to take,
All just seems one huge mistake.
I need to escape you somehow,
Run away for ever right now,
One last thing, just understand,
I don't need you, i am who i am,
So goodbye pain, goodbye bleeding,
Goodbye hell, goodbye grieving,
Au revior you stupid twit,
I'm going now and i ain't coming back!
WOW...I'm so stressed and confused and jus bla! everything and everybody is pissing me off and its driving me CRAZY! well i havent updated in awhile but i been super busy w/everythin...i cant wait for dis skool year 2 end i mean its jus one more semester i hope it goes fast. BUT i mite be goin 2 summer skool cuz i wanna take ASL @ granada or i mite be workin as a camp counselor...fun huh? ya RITE! well im out im off 2 talk on my new celly
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And still so many are left to shed,
My broken heart is losing it's beat,
And my blood wishes to be bled.
My soul does burns inside of pain,
With the way that this is all going,
Thoughts whirl inside of my mind,
This pain will only ever be growing.
My heart aches with these troubles,
The pain seems to just not end,
But it's okay, I'll smile for you all,
I'll cry silently and keep it all in.
All along i should have known,
That i would be better on my own,
How do you think its going strong?
When everything is completely wrong,
How did you sweep me of my feet,
And act so innocent and sweet,
When i watch you as you sleep,
I wonder how i fell so deep,
You made me feel like a child,
Full of life, crazy and wild,
How did you make me fall apart,
And tear apart my bleeding heart,
Say you love me and look into my eyes,
But this time don't cloud over with lies,
The most depressed Ive ever been,
And i am only fifteen,
I could see all along it was there,
Always knowing but never aware,
I opened my mind since being with you,
Opened my eyes for a different view,
All the pain i had to take,
All just seems one huge mistake.
I need to escape you somehow,
Run away for ever right now,
One last thing, just understand,
I don't need you, i am who i am,
So goodbye pain, goodbye bleeding,
Goodbye hell, goodbye grieving,
Au revior you stupid twit,
I'm going now and i ain't coming back!
WOW...I'm so stressed and confused and jus bla! everything and everybody is pissing me off and its driving me CRAZY! well i havent updated in awhile but i been super busy w/everythin...i cant wait for dis skool year 2 end i mean its jus one more semester i hope it goes fast. BUT i mite be goin 2 summer skool cuz i wanna take ASL @ granada or i mite be workin as a camp counselor...fun huh? ya RITE! well im out im off 2 talk on my new celly
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