[FANFIC] X'Mas Kihae
Title: 12 days before Christmas (drabble)
Couple: KIHAE
Rating: PG
Genre: (I am not sure but somewhere between angst and fluff )
Disclaimer: obviously… still not mine… because if they were... I wouldn’t be writing this... instead I’d be watching them live<3
Summary: kibum wants hae home for Christmas
A/N: Forgive the spacing… I have a thing for disorganization lately…
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12 days before Christmas
Again, I come how to this empty house…
So Quiet… An unwanted Peacefulness…
Because there is no you…
No you to tease me…
No you to bug me…
No you to love me…
11 days before Christmas
I sit on the bus, city lights flashing out the window…
The colours…. The beauty…
Nothing as beautiful as you…
The roundness of you bright eyes,,,,
The warmth of your wonderful smile…
10 days before Christmas
I wonder how you’re doing…
… in that faraway land of red and stars…
You’ve always wanted to go places…
Explore the world as you see it….
Will you come back?
Will you ever come home?
9 days before Christmas
Still no word from you….
No word for nine months…
…no word since you’ve left…
I wonder if you’ve forgotten me…
…if I should still continue to wait…
… I can’t do anything but wait…
8 days before Christmas
I love you…. I love you… I love you…
Do you hear the words my heart screams to you?
I love you…. I love you… I love you…
No words can express how much I do….
I love you…. I love you… I love you…
Until infinity…. Until it reaches you…
7 days before Christmas
I sit on the bench where we met….
… Looking at the empty swing you’ve fallen from that day.
I remember it so clearly…
How you pouted with tears in the corner of your eye…
Love at first sight…
6 days before Christmas
The first snow…
So lovely…
…Yet so Cold….
I can’t appreciate it without you by my side…
… Without you playing under it….
…loving how the cool whiteness melts on your face…
5 days before Christmas
I lie on our bed…
… Your side empty and cold…
Thinking about you…
…how you would curl under these blankets…
… Snuggling close to me…
…Your breath on my face…
…Warming my every being...
4 days before Christmas
You would always give me presents…
I bought you that blue mitten you’ve always wanted…
Will you still like it?
Will you even be able to see it?
Will you still be the same Hae when you come home?
Will you even come home?
3 days before Christmas
An empty home…
An empty heart…
An empty life…
Where are you?
I need you…
I feel like dying without you….
… I’m nothing without you…
2 days before Christmas
Christmas….
A time for hot chocolates…
Exchanging presents…
Sharing laughters…
Kissing under mistletoes…
How we kissed under the mistletoe…
Christmas Eve
I open the door to our house…
Expecting it to be once again empty…
Once again cold…
But I was welcomed by the lit fireplace…
The smell of hot chocolates…
And sounds of busying in the kitchen
Have you come home?
I follow the loudness… the house no longer peaceful…
A small smile of hope on my face…
‘Bummie! You’re home!’
You’re voice… like a warm Christmas Carol…
Is it really you?
‘Bummie?’
Tears… I hold them back…
Your face wondering… still ever so innocent…
‘Look! Snow!’
You pull me by the hand towards the window…
Your hand gentle and soft… as warm as it has always been…
‘Kibummie.. why are you crying?’
You wipe them away but they don’t stop flowing
It’s really you…. That smile… those eyes…
‘I’m home bummie… with you…’ …We close our distance….
‘Welcome home Hae’ as if under a mistletoe…
‘I love you’
Christmas Morn
I woke up to the warm room…
And snow covered sight of the beautiful city…
You, curled beside me…
….hugging the blue mittens that were too huge...
That sweet smile on your face….
The room no longer empty…
… the snow no longer cold…
My heart warm with your love…
My life complete with you…
‘Good Morning Kibummie’
…. The best Christmas present ever…