[FANFIC] (Onkey one-shot angst/drama)
One-shot onkey angst turned trilogy part3: The demon in me (You’re mine)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: angst that became sth else and failed!smut
Pairing: one-sided!onkey, onew/minho
part 1: Untitled: Onkey angst/drama
part 2: What was his answer: (Onkey angst sequel)
A/N: I’m not sure how this went... I’m not sure the stories/personalities connect anymore… but I had the sam thought in mind while writing it. In case you get confused... this is in key's POV so "you" is Onew and "he" is minho :p
Warning: If you’ve read how I write, you know how I end them T_T
Dedicated to: callisto88 forced me to write this T_T lol haha jk.. ILU
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Like a demon has awakened inside of me I want you more and I care of him less… You’re mine and no one else’s…
Whenever his hand touches yours, I fight that strong urge to slap it away… because I came first… because you aren’t supposed to be his but mine.
A part of me hopes you’d come to me in tears… to me… the one you call your best friend with unrequited feelings unknown to you. Yes, in tears, crying about how you’ve broken up and…
… no, please don’t cry like that…
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One rainy night, I was alone in our room since you were out on a date with him. I look at the window, city lights randomly smudged by the harsh waters coming down.
A slam of the door makes me look away at the sight as you entered, tears flowing down your cheeks like the rain on the window. You wipe them away but then they just come again to blur your vision.
“Kibum.”
You called for me, helplessness in your voice.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, but didn’t need to wait for the answer and comfortingly puts my arms around you.
Is this what I had asked for? … I mentally killed myself, because I blamed myself; because I felt that I’ve cursed you so that those tears would be there… but then perhaps it’s really what I had wanted.
“I’m sorry.” I say as if to comfort you, but in truth I’m sorry because I love you and I can’t hold it back.
“I love you.”
I let it slip out of my mouth… unable to control the demon in me wanting to take advantage of you in this state… so helpless… so beautiful…
You looked up to me in surprise but nuzzled your head back to my chest as you slightly nodded and squeezed your arms tighter around my waist.
Seeing you like this sent a pang to my heart yet the warmth of you made it beat faster.
As if by instinct, I loosened my grip on you, and lightly pushed you away… but not to let go… My hand slowly and gently reached your chin to lift your head up. I found your face with tears glistening in your eyes that looked down to the floor and your lips moist yet chapped because of how you’ve bitten it as you were holding back your sobs.
“…Jinki-hyung” I called your name so you’ll look up at me…
“…hyung?” I called you once again as if to ask permission before I pressed my lips on yours and closed my eyes but knew yours were wide open in shock. But your response was a yes… as you slightly parted your lips to welcome my probing tongue which gladly entered.
I could feel your nose scrunch as our tongues battled for dominance, this made me smirk into the kiss and you start caressing your hands up and down my back… a touch that sent shivers down my spine and drove my sanity away.
My hands slid down from your waist and under your shirt. “I’ll make you forget...” I whispered to your ear once my lips have left your open mouth to let you breathe… your breath on my neck alone enough to make me go deeper into lust and insanity… “I’ll make you wish you’ve had this sooner…”
I nibble on your ear and next thing I knew your shirt was on the floor and you moan as I suck a patch of skin on your neck and I know I want to hear it again. I let my mouth travel lower down to your chest and bite on the hardened nub. You moan louder and I got my prize.
“Your mine.” I say to your mouth as I start ravishing it again, my hands playing with your hair and slightly pulling. You wince at the pain and grabbed my hands to pin me to the wall. One by one the buttons of my shirt open as you tease the skin underneath it with your playful touches while unbuttoning me.
You lick my ear before seductively and teasingly whispering to my ear with an uncharacteristic smirk on your face “Make love to me.”
Your eyes still full of pain and sadness from your broken heart yet drunk with all the lust and anger. I know, but I don’t care; even if you love him because I love you and that’s the only thing that matters to me and the only thing that should matter to you. How can I say no… Who am I to say no…
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**readers: you know what happens next… I hope this isn’t a cliff-hang enough… again.. my smut writing limit is reached… okay.. it’s not even smut yet… >_> anyone is welcome to continue if anyone wants to? Ahahaha if ever anyone likes this thing which I wrote the first thing in the morning in starbucks today.
**Switi! I hope you’re satisfied but I will always want your honest opinion <3 (because I think some if not most parts suck :p haha) but yes my limit for onkey smuttiness comes sooner before the henhae because key is freakin STILL NOT LEGAL!! Mkay?
Rating: NC-17
Genre: angst that became sth else and failed!smut
Pairing: one-sided!onkey, onew/minho
part 1: Untitled: Onkey angst/drama
part 2: What was his answer: (Onkey angst sequel)
A/N: I’m not sure how this went... I’m not sure the stories/personalities connect anymore… but I had the sam thought in mind while writing it. In case you get confused... this is in key's POV so "you" is Onew and "he" is minho :p
Warning: If you’ve read how I write, you know how I end them T_T
Dedicated to: callisto88 forced me to write this T_T lol haha jk.. ILU
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Like a demon has awakened inside of me I want you more and I care of him less… You’re mine and no one else’s…
Whenever his hand touches yours, I fight that strong urge to slap it away… because I came first… because you aren’t supposed to be his but mine.
A part of me hopes you’d come to me in tears… to me… the one you call your best friend with unrequited feelings unknown to you. Yes, in tears, crying about how you’ve broken up and…
… no, please don’t cry like that…
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One rainy night, I was alone in our room since you were out on a date with him. I look at the window, city lights randomly smudged by the harsh waters coming down.
A slam of the door makes me look away at the sight as you entered, tears flowing down your cheeks like the rain on the window. You wipe them away but then they just come again to blur your vision.
“Kibum.”
You called for me, helplessness in your voice.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, but didn’t need to wait for the answer and comfortingly puts my arms around you.
Is this what I had asked for? … I mentally killed myself, because I blamed myself; because I felt that I’ve cursed you so that those tears would be there… but then perhaps it’s really what I had wanted.
“I’m sorry.” I say as if to comfort you, but in truth I’m sorry because I love you and I can’t hold it back.
“I love you.”
I let it slip out of my mouth… unable to control the demon in me wanting to take advantage of you in this state… so helpless… so beautiful…
You looked up to me in surprise but nuzzled your head back to my chest as you slightly nodded and squeezed your arms tighter around my waist.
Seeing you like this sent a pang to my heart yet the warmth of you made it beat faster.
As if by instinct, I loosened my grip on you, and lightly pushed you away… but not to let go… My hand slowly and gently reached your chin to lift your head up. I found your face with tears glistening in your eyes that looked down to the floor and your lips moist yet chapped because of how you’ve bitten it as you were holding back your sobs.
“…Jinki-hyung” I called your name so you’ll look up at me…
“…hyung?” I called you once again as if to ask permission before I pressed my lips on yours and closed my eyes but knew yours were wide open in shock. But your response was a yes… as you slightly parted your lips to welcome my probing tongue which gladly entered.
I could feel your nose scrunch as our tongues battled for dominance, this made me smirk into the kiss and you start caressing your hands up and down my back… a touch that sent shivers down my spine and drove my sanity away.
My hands slid down from your waist and under your shirt. “I’ll make you forget...” I whispered to your ear once my lips have left your open mouth to let you breathe… your breath on my neck alone enough to make me go deeper into lust and insanity… “I’ll make you wish you’ve had this sooner…”
I nibble on your ear and next thing I knew your shirt was on the floor and you moan as I suck a patch of skin on your neck and I know I want to hear it again. I let my mouth travel lower down to your chest and bite on the hardened nub. You moan louder and I got my prize.
“Your mine.” I say to your mouth as I start ravishing it again, my hands playing with your hair and slightly pulling. You wince at the pain and grabbed my hands to pin me to the wall. One by one the buttons of my shirt open as you tease the skin underneath it with your playful touches while unbuttoning me.
You lick my ear before seductively and teasingly whispering to my ear with an uncharacteristic smirk on your face “Make love to me.”
Your eyes still full of pain and sadness from your broken heart yet drunk with all the lust and anger. I know, but I don’t care; even if you love him because I love you and that’s the only thing that matters to me and the only thing that should matter to you. How can I say no… Who am I to say no…
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**readers: you know what happens next… I hope this isn’t a cliff-hang enough… again.. my smut writing limit is reached… okay.. it’s not even smut yet… >_> anyone is welcome to continue if anyone wants to? Ahahaha if ever anyone likes this thing which I wrote the first thing in the morning in starbucks today.
**Switi! I hope you’re satisfied but I will always want your honest opinion <3 (because I think some if not most parts suck :p haha) but yes my limit for onkey smuttiness comes sooner before the henhae because key is freakin STILL NOT LEGAL!! Mkay?