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i realize.. i miss people, people i've met over the years. from school, from mer's, from ro, from.. even from those hot-something servers i used to find anime.
i suppose visiting mer's again, after all these years, has made me nostalgic; although, probably most people don't remember me, heh. but somehow.. i wish i hadn't lost contact with some of these people. i have some screennames on aim, but most of them never appear anymore, and the ones that do, i hardly - if ever, really - talk to anymore.
and sometimes, you know, after so much time has passed - trying to strike up a conversation becomes awkward. or maybe.. that's really just an excuse, because i'm scared. i don't really know.
i suppose visiting mer's again, after all these years, has made me nostalgic; although, probably most people don't remember me, heh. but somehow.. i wish i hadn't lost contact with some of these people. i have some screennames on aim, but most of them never appear anymore, and the ones that do, i hardly - if ever, really - talk to anymore.
and sometimes, you know, after so much time has passed - trying to strike up a conversation becomes awkward. or maybe.. that's really just an excuse, because i'm scared. i don't really know.