Writer's Block and Pessimism, pt. 1
I love to write. I seriously truly do. Get me on a roll and I can write for hours and hours. I've sat down just to tinker with a tale or two, then suddenly realized the sun's about to come up and my eyes are dry and itchy and bleary and yet STILL I can't stop typing...sigh... I love those nights.
And I miss them too. Seems since I started my new job, I don't have the time to write much. If I get on my computer, it's usually to check some email or talk to a friend. I'll watch videos or read some fanfic I'm subsbribed to. But I'm not finding the energy to write my own stuff anymore, and it makes me mad. And it seems that every time I make an attempt, something happens. I'll be on a role, knowing exactly what I wanna do with this part... And then the phone rings or the dryer timer dings or one of my messengers pings with a friend wanting to talk. I try to tell them that I'm busy, but they don't care. (Which is a whole other entry in and of itself. Wonder when I'll get to that one? Hmm...) And suddenly days have passed without me writing a word, and I'm behind on my fanfiction updates and I feel all guilty. I want to write! I have all these ideas and have to come out but... Why am I writing this here when I could be working on a fic? sigh.. To the Documents Window, away!!!
And I miss them too. Seems since I started my new job, I don't have the time to write much. If I get on my computer, it's usually to check some email or talk to a friend. I'll watch videos or read some fanfic I'm subsbribed to. But I'm not finding the energy to write my own stuff anymore, and it makes me mad. And it seems that every time I make an attempt, something happens. I'll be on a role, knowing exactly what I wanna do with this part... And then the phone rings or the dryer timer dings or one of my messengers pings with a friend wanting to talk. I try to tell them that I'm busy, but they don't care. (Which is a whole other entry in and of itself. Wonder when I'll get to that one? Hmm...) And suddenly days have passed without me writing a word, and I'm behind on my fanfiction updates and I feel all guilty. I want to write! I have all these ideas and have to come out but... Why am I writing this here when I could be working on a fic? sigh.. To the Documents Window, away!!!