Carrie Bradshaw

Sep 18, 2005 22:50

I have been watching way too much Sex and the City lately. It makes me way too "girl-power!!".

So I recently found out my ex (watever he was) from freshman year just dumped his girlfriend of 2 years. We won't even discuss how he is pursuing his other ex, my best friend at that time. Anyway, now that he is single again, of course it gets me thinking. I would never in a million years go back to him. I have my perfect one and am happier than I have ever been. But do you ever just wish that that one person would come crawling back to you? I took so much from him, and let him walk all over me. Looking back, I know that it wouldn't be the same now. I am so different than that girl I was back in freshman year of college. (BTW, for anyone who doesn't know the story, ask me sometime. Ya know how they say a picture is worth a thousand words? Well, the ones from this period of time rival "Pride and Prejudice").

Anyway, I would give anything to have him come crawling back. He came close once, when I made him cry at the beginning of sophomore year, for "breaking my heart". But I would give anything to have him come back to me, so that I could just tell him off. It would be the closure I need. Just to have that one conversation to rival the scene in Season 6 of Sex and the City where Carrie tells Big off.

Please tell me I am not alone!!!
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