Mar 06, 2006 19:56
What I need to say cant be said.
What I want to say cant be said.
Or can it?
I've been very thoughtful lately..well in my head.
Going through everything that has lead me up to these past weeks.
I don't really know I guess. It seems like a mess.
Not all a bad mess or anything.
I go through things..wondering if things could have resulted differently.
"Its too late to fight.it ends tonight" good lyrics.
Sometimes I feel like a traitor to myself. Wanting something I shouldnt want.that kind of thing i guess.
I dont really know what i want anymore.
Im at war with myself.
I dont want to be hurt
I dont want to be sad either..
I guess that didnt make sense.but it did to me. thats all that matters.
I DONT KNOW.
ok all of my thoughtful thoughts have left me. ill come back later.