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I'm slow. Sorry.
I think friends are funny. I suppose i was writing about stanton. i don't even know. i think he just doesnt like being around me cause he thinks im some horrible incarnation of stephanie. no. i should rephrase that. Stephanie cheated on him, i cheated on Daniel, that makes us both horrible bitches. True.
But, i think he forgave her at least a little bit. so now he's trying to forgive me. we've been hanging out, it's not exactly the same but i dont really care. Who hasnt had the same kinds of problems with every friends they've ever made?
does he want me to call? you think while he sits thinking i wish she'd call. if we were all more honest about things and could just say , "hey, you're my friend and i like to hang out with you." it would be a lot easier.
i dont think i've done anything interesting lately. just the same old shit. i always seem to write when im depressed but it's just cause when i'm happy, i'm not sitting at home in front of the computer. :]
i'm in choir at school. i think that's so funny. Mrs Montanaro's husband is in choir with me. how weird is that? she'll probably be at the concert and that trips me out to the max. I feel like such a disappointment to my teachers. what a silly thing to have guilt hanging over me for.
i really thought i'd be more successful by now. but i dont even know how to get a job. argh.
Chance might get me a job at Quizno's. haha whoopie! lol, not so much exciting. and i know if i do he'll hit on me or something. but, daniel and i already discussed that which i find amusing.
i was checking out daniel's old livejournal. he only had it for like 5 days. and all it is about is how much he missed me and loved me. so cute.
i should be cleaning. but this has been a lazy ass day. whoa. i mean, i did walk 5 miles but, that really isnt as far as i wouldve thought.
i totally amuse myself.
oh, the other day, we hung out with watson and griffin crowley(?) griffin like totally was in awe of us. it was adorable. he was like, "do you even know my name?" and of course i did....but he seemed very hapy about the news lol. (although daniel said in the car before they came over, oh its watson and griffin ungar. haha)
i'm very goal-oriented. i think that's why i make myself come across as such a loser on here. it's not like im some giant blob who just does nothing and sits on the couch watching cartoons. (although i do somedays :]) but i just havent done anything of the things that are of utter importance in my head. and really, i just need a job. cause then, id have money. and with money, i could buy things. then i would be much happier.
this was a pointless rant of uninteresting things. i hope you don't mind.
i guess thats all i have to say right now. i feel better. ooh. i thought of one more thing. we saw joey dobos the other day. i really dont even know what to make of him. i feel like its abig act he puts on but...why would someone do that? no. he's just that messed up. Imagine describing to someone EXACTLY how to smoke a cigarette...he even asked us how long he was supposed to inhale, which led to us trying to calculate. lol. and he smokes....so i didnt understand it at all. i think it's a lesson: too much acid can be a very bad thing.
now that i have a moral i think i can end this entry. thanks bye
I think friends are funny. I suppose i was writing about stanton. i don't even know. i think he just doesnt like being around me cause he thinks im some horrible incarnation of stephanie. no. i should rephrase that. Stephanie cheated on him, i cheated on Daniel, that makes us both horrible bitches. True.
But, i think he forgave her at least a little bit. so now he's trying to forgive me. we've been hanging out, it's not exactly the same but i dont really care. Who hasnt had the same kinds of problems with every friends they've ever made?
does he want me to call? you think while he sits thinking i wish she'd call. if we were all more honest about things and could just say , "hey, you're my friend and i like to hang out with you." it would be a lot easier.
i dont think i've done anything interesting lately. just the same old shit. i always seem to write when im depressed but it's just cause when i'm happy, i'm not sitting at home in front of the computer. :]
i'm in choir at school. i think that's so funny. Mrs Montanaro's husband is in choir with me. how weird is that? she'll probably be at the concert and that trips me out to the max. I feel like such a disappointment to my teachers. what a silly thing to have guilt hanging over me for.
i really thought i'd be more successful by now. but i dont even know how to get a job. argh.
Chance might get me a job at Quizno's. haha whoopie! lol, not so much exciting. and i know if i do he'll hit on me or something. but, daniel and i already discussed that which i find amusing.
i was checking out daniel's old livejournal. he only had it for like 5 days. and all it is about is how much he missed me and loved me. so cute.
i should be cleaning. but this has been a lazy ass day. whoa. i mean, i did walk 5 miles but, that really isnt as far as i wouldve thought.
i totally amuse myself.
oh, the other day, we hung out with watson and griffin crowley(?) griffin like totally was in awe of us. it was adorable. he was like, "do you even know my name?" and of course i did....but he seemed very hapy about the news lol. (although daniel said in the car before they came over, oh its watson and griffin ungar. haha)
i'm very goal-oriented. i think that's why i make myself come across as such a loser on here. it's not like im some giant blob who just does nothing and sits on the couch watching cartoons. (although i do somedays :]) but i just havent done anything of the things that are of utter importance in my head. and really, i just need a job. cause then, id have money. and with money, i could buy things. then i would be much happier.
this was a pointless rant of uninteresting things. i hope you don't mind.
i guess thats all i have to say right now. i feel better. ooh. i thought of one more thing. we saw joey dobos the other day. i really dont even know what to make of him. i feel like its abig act he puts on but...why would someone do that? no. he's just that messed up. Imagine describing to someone EXACTLY how to smoke a cigarette...he even asked us how long he was supposed to inhale, which led to us trying to calculate. lol. and he smokes....so i didnt understand it at all. i think it's a lesson: too much acid can be a very bad thing.
now that i have a moral i think i can end this entry. thanks bye