before you continue
yes spring does this to me
i feel like sometimes i'm surrounded by oportunistic, overly diplomatic, dishonest sleazeballs who prioritize based on how much things will impress
when i actually feel like there are enough people to actually surround me that is(ha)
and i'm not that kind of person. and i just broke down, partly out of panic, partly because i'm disheartened, no one cares about anythign anymore
no one
and that makes me upset, the kind were you just want to burn down buildings and cry
a lot
and i'm trying but people...well strangers rather make me very nervous and anxious and i have a tendensy to crawl into myself, which is very unhealthy and is weird because i hate being by myself
i really annoy my self sometimes
i sort of miss lying around with someone and just babbling idealistic babble
i think the word "i" comes out of my mouth far too often
i need to take care of someone else for awhile
and i think i just do it to draw attention to myself
i feel like sometimes i'm surrounded by oportunistic, overly diplomatic, dishonest sleazeballs who prioritize based on how much things will impress
when i actually feel like there are enough people to actually surround me that is(ha)
and i'm not that kind of person. and i just broke down, partly out of panic, partly because i'm disheartened, no one cares about anythign anymore
no one
and that makes me upset, the kind were you just want to burn down buildings and cry
a lot
and i'm trying but people...well strangers rather make me very nervous and anxious and i have a tendensy to crawl into myself, which is very unhealthy and is weird because i hate being by myself
i really annoy my self sometimes
i sort of miss lying around with someone and just babbling idealistic babble
i think the word "i" comes out of my mouth far too often
i need to take care of someone else for awhile
and i think i just do it to draw attention to myself