life imitates art

[kidxvicious]

my horoscope today basically told me that i needed to be a big girl
but you know what...i don't wanna
no its not that (i was just kidding) sometimes i just don't know how

today is my 4 year new milford anniversary
yay?

me = worthless
= needs some sleep
= hates my school
i sit in school and think to myself,
i haven't eaten
i haven't slept
i have to pee
why am i here?

everyone seemed to make me feel really really small today
intentional or not

and the worst part is
i really have no reason to feel as unhappy as i do
hopefully really sleeping tonite will help