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i really haven't written in here in a long time but there is nothing that i felt i really wanted to say in here but school started today and i hate it so i needed something to distract me. i just really really hate that school so much. everything about it makes me want to vomit and i hate that i have to walk around there and put a smile on and pretend like its not so bad. i woke up at four this morning i was so anxious about it i couldn't sleep.
me and kyle haven't really spoken since his fight. hes been grumpy and time just doesn't exsist. like yesterday the only time we really spend together was in the car. i just really need a hug. after all the anxiety of what happened i need it.
my most exciting discovery yet is that people think i'm this tough little cookie but i'm really about 4 years old. its all a facade. i'm like a vulnerable little squeeky toy.
Jeffery McDaniel is a fun writter to read:
"Once I thought I found love but, then I realized
I was just out of cigarettes"
i think that on thursday, i'm going to have kyle come with me and help me pick out a fishy. I need another life to occupy mine when i'm home but i'm not home enough to take care of, say a hampster. fish are quite nice, and as an added bonus they come in really fun colors.
okay i really do have homework to do.
me and kyle haven't really spoken since his fight. hes been grumpy and time just doesn't exsist. like yesterday the only time we really spend together was in the car. i just really need a hug. after all the anxiety of what happened i need it.
my most exciting discovery yet is that people think i'm this tough little cookie but i'm really about 4 years old. its all a facade. i'm like a vulnerable little squeeky toy.
Jeffery McDaniel is a fun writter to read:
"Once I thought I found love but, then I realized
I was just out of cigarettes"
i think that on thursday, i'm going to have kyle come with me and help me pick out a fishy. I need another life to occupy mine when i'm home but i'm not home enough to take care of, say a hampster. fish are quite nice, and as an added bonus they come in really fun colors.
okay i really do have homework to do.