laddy laddy blah blah fuck
blah .. its been a long day.. yesterday i didnt go to school cuz i didnt want to.. bored.. but okay..
today sucked so much ass. fought with mom again.. i cried when jared was here.. but he was nice enough to give me a hug..and try to make it better.. i love that kid sometimes.. lol really no matter what he does and no matter how much i bitch about him hes really cool one on one.. same with lacy and crissie no matter if i bitch about them or whatever i love them no matter what. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. some people need to figure out what that is.. monday will be a start of something new.. jared and i bet each other.. about quitin smokin .but we will see how long it lasts..
you know what people hate about me .and what i hate sometimes as well..
1. my bitching.
2. my attitude
3. my selfishness at times
4. my temper.
5. how i get mad at every fuckin thing.
6. my mouth. i cant keep it shut.. somethings i am told i cant keep in. juiceyness. but i can keep a secert if i try and if i want to.
thats what i have so far.. somemore people should chim in about what is not liked about me.
my bad attributes list is much longer than the good..
and look people drama.. it isnt a bad thing. if it happens it happens .. STOP RUNNING FROM IT! dont cause it but dont run from it or surpress it it only makes it that much worse.. people bitch.. people who dont like bitches bitch about them. people who dont like people talking about others get over it .. its life.. human nature..but talking about people and talking shit about them are so different.. it isnt shit unless its bull shit. like lies.. information is knowledge .. that knowledge is power..
thats it..
love you guys!
g'night!!
*beasher*
today sucked so much ass. fought with mom again.. i cried when jared was here.. but he was nice enough to give me a hug..and try to make it better.. i love that kid sometimes.. lol really no matter what he does and no matter how much i bitch about him hes really cool one on one.. same with lacy and crissie no matter if i bitch about them or whatever i love them no matter what. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. some people need to figure out what that is.. monday will be a start of something new.. jared and i bet each other.. about quitin smokin .but we will see how long it lasts..
you know what people hate about me .and what i hate sometimes as well..
1. my bitching.
2. my attitude
3. my selfishness at times
4. my temper.
5. how i get mad at every fuckin thing.
6. my mouth. i cant keep it shut.. somethings i am told i cant keep in. juiceyness. but i can keep a secert if i try and if i want to.
thats what i have so far.. somemore people should chim in about what is not liked about me.
my bad attributes list is much longer than the good..
and look people drama.. it isnt a bad thing. if it happens it happens .. STOP RUNNING FROM IT! dont cause it but dont run from it or surpress it it only makes it that much worse.. people bitch.. people who dont like bitches bitch about them. people who dont like people talking about others get over it .. its life.. human nature..but talking about people and talking shit about them are so different.. it isnt shit unless its bull shit. like lies.. information is knowledge .. that knowledge is power..
thats it..
love you guys!
g'night!!
*beasher*