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Sep 03, 2004 22:51

alllllrighty folks.

i'm home. w00t.
the first week at college went alright.
except for a few roommate-related-issues which we will not mention because there is no need for that.
anyway
i ate some good food for dinner for once=)
annnnd
i get to sleep in my own room. ALONE. in the dark (with no stupid lights shining through the window).
i'm so happy here now.

why did i ever decide to live on campus? =\ i'm not sure i like it.
like yeah, some parts are good, but i really just want to be home. yeah, its rough sometimes, but isn't everything rough sometimes?
i love my roommates (mostly). and i really like being able to just walk to class...
but now i'm wondering if maybe i'd rather wake up at 4 a.m. to beat rush hour just to get to class 2 hours early.
i'm almost thinking i'd do it too.
too late now i guess =\
maybe i'm just tired and finally comfortable now that i'm home.
i dunno
i didnt really realize how much i missed my dog and my mom and hanging out with boyfriend late at night watching movies and laying in his lap while he rubs my head.
i miss that.
i miss everything that i used to do.
i missed driving and i almost miss work.
i'm sure i wont miss it on sunday when i'm actually there.
i dunno. i'm feeling so odd.
maybe it's just because it's late. but i'm really second guessing my decision to live on-campus.
yeah, being a commuter would put a LOT more stress on my life.
but right now, with how i felt just walking in the door of my house and the way i felt being with my love tonight...i dunno. i'm thinking it'd be worth it.

i dunno. what do you think? =\
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