May 20, 2005 14:15
somedays surprise you and you expect them too be good.. and then they suck and others are gonna suck and then they turn out to be awsome. today was one of the sucky days.. not to terrible but not good enough to be called even ok. i hope this weekend is good... maybe the badness is just the weather.. weather like this is no good inless your home............ supposed to go to a concert tongiht with shay and leeza and some other people.. i dont know the bands and im not dressed for it but oh well il make the best of it and im glad they are taking me along. somtimes i get uncomfortable like maybe im forcing myself on them and i dont want that to be the case i like them alot and i dont want ot be annoying. i hope it all works out. christine says there isnt anything i can do about beibng annoying,, because its part of my charm...
iv been going crazy lately because of boredom. just hyper insane because ther is nothing for me todo. . how often do you do somthing youv never done before?.. i bet its less then you think.