long time
two days after that last entry xavi asked me to be his girlfriend because he couldn't let me go he cared too much blah. anyway its been great more than its been bad but i'm still a bitch to him subconsciously because of how he was to me.i have a lot of fun with him except he neglects me on holidays. valentines was the worst, i didn't talk to him until 845pm or so. i had callled him like 5 times that day. he was hanging out with some dude, and he wasn't saying much.
1230 that night i loaded a bowl and i have my christmas lights on, i'm about to turn off the light and relax when...clink. i respond to the sound like a squirrel turning its head to look whats coming before it runs away. i walk to the window and just stare down at xavi standing there in my yard. it takes about 20 seconds before i open the window.
my puppy pissed on my bed cause she was so excited to see him..she's never done that. he layed in my bed with me until two, but i was so delirous and tired, when i layed there i felt like i was gonna fall asleep and wake up and it was all a dream. when i woke up this morning dad was screaming at me. i let hhim keep screaming, i screamed back a little.
i need to smoke a cigarette.
1230 that night i loaded a bowl and i have my christmas lights on, i'm about to turn off the light and relax when...clink. i respond to the sound like a squirrel turning its head to look whats coming before it runs away. i walk to the window and just stare down at xavi standing there in my yard. it takes about 20 seconds before i open the window.
my puppy pissed on my bed cause she was so excited to see him..she's never done that. he layed in my bed with me until two, but i was so delirous and tired, when i layed there i felt like i was gonna fall asleep and wake up and it was all a dream. when i woke up this morning dad was screaming at me. i let hhim keep screaming, i screamed back a little.
i need to smoke a cigarette.